This week is my 12th week on slimming world, and I have STS. Very frustrated and disappointed. I have tried so hard this week (bar one meal with the in laws on Saturday night...but most weeks I have one diet fail meal and has never affected me before now). I've been going to the gym, I've been keeping my syns below 10. I'm so demotivated I could cry. Honestly. 2 weeks until my holiday and still 8lbs to go until I feel comfortable. Impossible. Not going to happen. I will be the beached whale amongst the beautiful sister in laws. If I want to look for excuses, it is my time of the month. But that shouldnt make a difference, and hasnt before anyway. Eugh. I'm so disgusting. What is wrong with me? I don't WANT to look like this, but I can't seem to change!! As you can see from my signature, I started off very successfully and have struggled to keep up the losses, although I really am not deviating from the diet that often. February was a bad month for me, with my own birthday, valentines, new job celebrations and a holiday to Paris. But this month have been well and truely back on the wagon and it doesnt seem to have worked in the same way. I see people on here posting losses of 6lbs a week! I get excited with 2! How can I be more successful? I really am ready to throw in the towel. I literally HAVE to lose 8lbs in the next 2 weeks. And I can only get to the gym once definitely and maybe twice per week. Or i'd be going every day.