silhouettes
Silver Member
Hi, this is going to be a bit of a ramble but im hoping that writing it down helps me not to press that damned button.
I have lost 8 stones on LL and have not eaten anything during this time (Had a couple of glasses of wine on 2x occaisions buts thats it),im 3 stones from my target weight so why am i struggling so much? I am constantly fighting myself in my head because i want to eat something. I know im not hungry i just want food.
I think i am scared, scared of being slim, scared of becoming the lowest weight i have been since i was about 12 yrs old, unsure how a 'slim' person should act and interacrt in and with society. Im petrified of getting attention and being noticed when im out, when you are fat its easy to be invisible (which is what im comfortable with even if i would like to be part of 'fun crowd')
I'm just so tired with trying to stay strong, i am doing my best to distract myself from these thoughts but this is the toughest part of the diet by far.
sorry this is self obsessed and negative, i havent felt like this at all until this last week.
sil x
I have lost 8 stones on LL and have not eaten anything during this time (Had a couple of glasses of wine on 2x occaisions buts thats it),im 3 stones from my target weight so why am i struggling so much? I am constantly fighting myself in my head because i want to eat something. I know im not hungry i just want food.
I think i am scared, scared of being slim, scared of becoming the lowest weight i have been since i was about 12 yrs old, unsure how a 'slim' person should act and interacrt in and with society. Im petrified of getting attention and being noticed when im out, when you are fat its easy to be invisible (which is what im comfortable with even if i would like to be part of 'fun crowd')
I'm just so tired with trying to stay strong, i am doing my best to distract myself from these thoughts but this is the toughest part of the diet by far.
sorry this is self obsessed and negative, i havent felt like this at all until this last week.
sil x