Hi BL
Thanks for your concern, but yes i am skipping RTM. I know you dont want to see what happened to me last time, but i can assure you, i have totally changed as a person, and for the 1st time i have started to LOVE myself, which i never did before ever! I am going to take good care of myself, and as i said my brother knows alot about nutrition so i am going to follow his plan vigorously. I will only pile on the weight again if i go back to my old eating habits which i wont, and i know i wont, this is for life now. My new healthy eating plan and fitness programme. I have learned so much with Lighterlife and am so very thankful for it, but it is me that has learnt to control what goes into my mouth and it will be me who has to say no, and i feel so different this time and am very confident that i WILL do this. This is not the easy way out option for me. My body has been telling me it needs real food nutrition and more calories now. (ie missed period and low blood pressure) because i am closer to healthy bmi) only 6lbs to go.
My aim now really is to tone up and look good rather than a magic number on the scales, but i can assure you, i am more motivated now than ive ever been, and i will still be on here everyday, im not going it alone. And if i feel my monsters are coming back to haunt me, i will be straight back to my LLC, as i will not allow myself to go back to where i was. I have worked to hard and love myself too much to allow that to happen.
Love Diane xx