About three months ago I found a hard lump on my breast. Its wasnt much so I put it down to w8 loss and my peroid after just having got the coil in. Today my fella finaly lost the rag and he made me see the doctor.
She said theres something there and booked me in for a ulrascan and a neddle (WTF!!) biopsy. She said its to be done asap so I go into hosptal on wed (hopefuly, she said )
Also it may have been there for quite a while and my "weight" was masking it.
For the past god know how long all i have been thinking about is my w8. All my thoughts, my w8 making me feel bad and good. Happy or sad, comsumed by what i ****ing weigh.
I may have risked catching a lump in my breast early due to greed and vanity.
Im 25 years old. I have a little 6yo boy that needs me.
All this time ive spent worried about what a scale says, I could of been with my little fella or my hubby living my life.
Instead im alwAYS on about my body. My bellys to fat, my face is fat, my boobs are saggy. at least i have two boobs.
Sometimes i feel like i am a waste of space. Why cant i just love and respect what I have? Why cant I be happy with what ive got?
She said theres something there and booked me in for a ulrascan and a neddle (WTF!!) biopsy. She said its to be done asap so I go into hosptal on wed (hopefuly, she said )
Also it may have been there for quite a while and my "weight" was masking it.
For the past god know how long all i have been thinking about is my w8. All my thoughts, my w8 making me feel bad and good. Happy or sad, comsumed by what i ****ing weigh.
I may have risked catching a lump in my breast early due to greed and vanity.
Im 25 years old. I have a little 6yo boy that needs me.
All this time ive spent worried about what a scale says, I could of been with my little fella or my hubby living my life.
Instead im alwAYS on about my body. My bellys to fat, my face is fat, my boobs are saggy. at least i have two boobs.
Sometimes i feel like i am a waste of space. Why cant i just love and respect what I have? Why cant I be happy with what ive got?