Rach's Weight Loss Diary
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blackwidow
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Hey everyone. Today has been utterly awful apart from seeing Jane and my little angels. Felt rough all holiday in Wales but today had to pull over on a1 to be sick, and it went all over the inside of my door too so have had plenty of tears and rang my mum too cause I feel so unwell 
am upto eyes in drugs and going to sleep, know a lot is due to the 9 and a bit hours driving I've had to do due to awful Friday traffic. I will catch up soon with everyone I promise xx
am upto eyes in drugs and going to sleep, know a lot is due to the 9 and a bit hours driving I've had to do due to awful Friday traffic. I will catch up soon with everyone I promise xx
blackwidow
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evening everyone.
well, i still feel damn awful and at this moment in time, if anyone comes near me they'll get stabbed in the eye - i'm in that sort of mood.
Dad has done his usual - waited 4 whole days and avoided 'the chat' he wanted to have with me about my supposed 'sexual activity while in wales' (aka, his stupid notion that everyone i look at i have sex with)
and now he 'wants a word' at HIS earliest convenience (so he texts me tonight, saying he will talk to me tomorrow, but im like why - why not just talk about it now eh dad? so i ring him, but he ignores me. So ive told him to shove it and if he doesnt answer tonight then he sure aint talking to me tomorrow!)
some people just know how to really P*SS me off!
well, i still feel damn awful and at this moment in time, if anyone comes near me they'll get stabbed in the eye - i'm in that sort of mood.
Dad has done his usual - waited 4 whole days and avoided 'the chat' he wanted to have with me about my supposed 'sexual activity while in wales' (aka, his stupid notion that everyone i look at i have sex with)
and now he 'wants a word' at HIS earliest convenience (so he texts me tonight, saying he will talk to me tomorrow, but im like why - why not just talk about it now eh dad? so i ring him, but he ignores me. So ive told him to shove it and if he doesnt answer tonight then he sure aint talking to me tomorrow!)
some people just know how to really P*SS me off!
lydia150970
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evening everyone.
well, i still feel damn awful and at this moment in time, if anyone comes near me they'll get stabbed in the eye - i'm in that sort of mood.
Dad has done his usual - waited 4 whole days and avoided 'the chat' he wanted to have with me about my supposed 'sexual activity while in wales' (aka, his stupid notion that everyone i look at i have sex with)
and now he 'wants a word' at HIS earliest convenience (so he texts me tonight, saying he will talk to me tomorrow, but im like why - why not just talk about it now eh dad? so i ring him, but he ignores me. So ive told him to shove it and if he doesnt answer tonight then he sure aint talking to me tomorrow!)
some people just know how to really P*SS me off!
OMG hun I can't believe your dad still thinks you go to Wales on a massive sh*gfest!!
Dads heh so trusting!
if it makes you feel better my dad is a total waste of space, he came to pappy's funeral church service, didn't bother going to the cemetary and was waiting outside the wake location to tell me he was going - thanks dad so supportive, my mum really kicked off with him in the car park and insisted that he stayed to support me - all of 20 mins with a face like a smacked ar*e!! Then he went in anycase!
Dad's heh - no one will ever be a better dad to me than my pappy!
Maybe our dads are related hun?x
blackwidow
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cheers everyone for continually checking in on me - love you all
didnt get either job i interviewed for last week.
I was totally crushed about the one for St. Josephs on thursday - my lesson was good, i interviewed well.. they went for someone with more experience.
I went to Whickham on friday though. The head of dept was lovely, but I dont know what it was - i felt uneasy all day and even though i said i was a serious candidate, my interview bombed and i wasnt surprised to see that i didnt get the job. I felt really relieved when they confirmed it too, so i guess thats just a sign that the job really wasnt meant for me.
There are two more jobs on the market atm - one for Walbottle and one for Whitburn. The Walbottle is only a year, but I am quite happy to take it just to get my NQT year over and done with! Applying for them both in the next few days.
Foodwise, I am not being good. I am starting each day with the right mindset but then as soon as i feel a twinge of "hunger" which is probably not REAL hunger.. i'm in the fridge!
Exercise wise.. nada! I am about to make an excuse which just isnt good enough, but I cant change the past (I was just too busy to find the time!) - just got to try and make the future more positive!
didnt get either job i interviewed for last week.
I was totally crushed about the one for St. Josephs on thursday - my lesson was good, i interviewed well.. they went for someone with more experience.
I went to Whickham on friday though. The head of dept was lovely, but I dont know what it was - i felt uneasy all day and even though i said i was a serious candidate, my interview bombed and i wasnt surprised to see that i didnt get the job. I felt really relieved when they confirmed it too, so i guess thats just a sign that the job really wasnt meant for me.
There are two more jobs on the market atm - one for Walbottle and one for Whitburn. The Walbottle is only a year, but I am quite happy to take it just to get my NQT year over and done with! Applying for them both in the next few days.
Foodwise, I am not being good. I am starting each day with the right mindset but then as soon as i feel a twinge of "hunger" which is probably not REAL hunger.. i'm in the fridge!
Exercise wise.. nada! I am about to make an excuse which just isnt good enough, but I cant change the past (I was just too busy to find the time!
) - just got to try and make the future more positive! - Status
