Hi my names maria but my friends know me as maria ria diva star carr so short ria diva. i am 18 years old. ive just started lipo trim and at the moment im 14 stone 4 i think. i want to try and get to 9 and 1/2. so far im sruglling im on day 5 and im not going to lie have already thought aboout calling it a day. but ive never really stuck to everything and want to prove to myself i can do. i love performing arts and its what im studying at university. what i have learnt though unfair or not is that most directors type cast and the bigger you are the more unlikely chance of getting say for example the part of belle in beauty and the beast. my main reason is to lose it so i can audition for bigger characters and start my career off. secondly i'm very unhealthy with a bmi of 33 OBESE. my grandparents and nan and grandad always bring up my weight when i see them its "o maria your big why dont you lose some weight" but my family are italian and are known to speak their thoughts so ive kinda got used to it but i want to be able to go home next time and for them to look at me and say woow youve lost weight. i know i shouldnt do this for other people im doing it for myself as well i want to prove to people i can do it. but like i said before i am getting doubts its easy writing it down on paper but sticking to well thats a different story. ill fill you in on my first weigh in which is on saturday , ive just got to keep pushing myself towards that finish line!