this is my story!
i have lost 35lbs in 2 months on cd and now i feel that i look quite good, i am getting compliments galore everyday!
my problem is i have got quite complacent with the diet and think oh this wont hurt, oh that wont hurt when really deep down i know i am undoing all the good i have done.
tonite i have had a curry, well half of one and know i feel yuk.. i still would like to lose 1.5 stone to be at my ideal weight but just cant do it! i am ok for 3 or 4 days then i lose it. once i start eating i cant stop! i am meant to be seeing my cdc tomoro to get 2 weeks supply but am wondering is it worth it if i am not fully into it. today i had my 2 shakes at work and all my water and more then ruined it wen i got home. could it be because i have had an arguement with my husband and it is unresolved still....since sunday! normally we have a great relationship but on this particular touchy subject for him we cannot agree and if i go ahead i will upset him alot more. is it worth being thin after all i ask myself? shouldnt i just eat wot i want and be happier than i am at this moment in time. should i go tomoro or just not bother? y do we allow our emotions to get in the way?
i really dont know what i am expecting from this but just writing it down makes me feel better anyway.
sorry for ramblin
tia
i have lost 35lbs in 2 months on cd and now i feel that i look quite good, i am getting compliments galore everyday!
my problem is i have got quite complacent with the diet and think oh this wont hurt, oh that wont hurt when really deep down i know i am undoing all the good i have done.
tonite i have had a curry, well half of one and know i feel yuk.. i still would like to lose 1.5 stone to be at my ideal weight but just cant do it! i am ok for 3 or 4 days then i lose it. once i start eating i cant stop! i am meant to be seeing my cdc tomoro to get 2 weeks supply but am wondering is it worth it if i am not fully into it. today i had my 2 shakes at work and all my water and more then ruined it wen i got home. could it be because i have had an arguement with my husband and it is unresolved still....since sunday! normally we have a great relationship but on this particular touchy subject for him we cannot agree and if i go ahead i will upset him alot more. is it worth being thin after all i ask myself? shouldnt i just eat wot i want and be happier than i am at this moment in time. should i go tomoro or just not bother? y do we allow our emotions to get in the way?
i really dont know what i am expecting from this but just writing it down makes me feel better anyway.
sorry for ramblin
tia