Hey Shrinklies...
Remember me....????????
I know i only planned to be away for 2 wks and ended up staying the whole month.
Firstly my mum wasnt too well (doing good now) and then there was a big mix up.
Let me begin my 4 wk cd story:
I moved up to 810 for my hols and on wk 1 i lost 3lbs, so was chuffed with that and continued 810ing. Wk2 and wk3 however i stayed the same and lost nothing which was really discouraging but i continued hoping for an extra weightloss in wk4.
My totm was due on 25th and i was late so thought id get a pregnancy test done (not on contraceptives so on the edge a little all the time).... i got told it was positive and that im pregnant.
I was very upset as i was doing well on cd and was really wanting to be in shape before getting pregnant again and pile on more. Gutted about the situation i obviously stopped cd straight away and started eating healthy. I was so upset that one night i wanted to have a huge binge but thankfully i steered myself away from it and am so glad i managed not to go mental.
6 days later i got my periods. I was confused and went back to the docs clinic where the nurse rechecked and said im sorry you must have been given the wrong result...your result on the system shows negative..it must have been a mix up. I went mad and created such a scene, but i guess the damage had been done. I hadnt weighed myself again since they told me i was pregnant, so when i came home and weighed myself, i had put on 7lbs in 8 days.
I had an 8hr drive back home so didnt wanna start the diet while i was travelling. I arrived home on sat night. I did plan to start on monday but i just wasnt in the right state of mind and still gutted about puttin on the 7lbs.
I have found a new cdc and spoken to her about my situation. Shes been so supportive and says that I'll loose the 7lbs quickly as most of it will be water weight as i went to normal eating straight away.
I have decided to start tommorrow. Im gonna do ss for 2wks atleast to rectify the damage done and then see if i wanna continue or go up to 810.
Ive got my daughters 2nd bday on 18th and a friends wedding on 25th. I really thought i was gonna be closer to goal by then...but na!
Nevermind...Im not a looser as i havent and WILL NOT give up.
Ive missed you all and will need your extra help and support for the first few days. I know its gonna be hard but i also know thats its possible. Im just so greatful ive got another chance.
Im so glad im back. I feel so safe here with you lot. lol!
xxx