HappyNoodles
Gold Member
You'd think losing 12bls first weigh in would be enough to keep me going wouldn't you?
No, yesterday walking home from work I wasn't a bit hungry and all cravings had gone, yet i was planning "cheating" "binging" whatever it's called in my head.
i stopped myself going into shops, i went into one, walked around and straight back out.
Then last night I thought, if i order chinese i'll feel yuck after it and i wont think about it again-sometimes i feel like my mind is wired mentally sometimes!-
So I did, I ate quite alot and all the while just felt vile even though this was planned!!
I've started fresh today with the frame of mind that food simply doesn't exist,
i wasn't even going to tell any of you because i was so disgusted with myself i don't expect sympathy or anything i just needed to say it!
I'm going power walking now in an attempt to lessen the damage done.
I'm getting weighed this day week, will i have put back on all i lost? Or just lose nothing?
Hope you're all doing well!!
xxx
No, yesterday walking home from work I wasn't a bit hungry and all cravings had gone, yet i was planning "cheating" "binging" whatever it's called in my head.
i stopped myself going into shops, i went into one, walked around and straight back out.
Then last night I thought, if i order chinese i'll feel yuck after it and i wont think about it again-sometimes i feel like my mind is wired mentally sometimes!-
So I did, I ate quite alot and all the while just felt vile even though this was planned!!
I've started fresh today with the frame of mind that food simply doesn't exist,
i wasn't even going to tell any of you because i was so disgusted with myself i don't expect sympathy or anything i just needed to say it!
I'm going power walking now in an attempt to lessen the damage done.
I'm getting weighed this day week, will i have put back on all i lost? Or just lose nothing?
Hope you're all doing well!!
xxx