Total Solution South Pacific

[Darcy15]

By the way, finally heard about my job application

...interview likely to be next week, but I'm waiting for confirmation

 

[twinmum07]

By the way, finally heard about my job application

...interview likely to be next week, but I'm waiting for confirmation

Eek. Congratulations on your interview.

Your trip looks utterly amazing

 

[bexster1974]

Good luck for your interview! Go Darcy go!!!!! X

 

[womble35]

Good luck for the interview! x

 

[sybersadie]

Great news about the interview. Good luck

 

[Darcy15]

Thank you girls, still waiting for confirmation of interview date

 

[Darcy15]

Another TS day done

 

[Darcy15]

Another day done

 

[sybersadie]

Well done Darcy

 

[Darcy15]

Really, really hungry tonight so had an extra pack

.....other than that, nothing much else to report

 

[bexster1974]

Me too Darcy I'm not a happy bunny x

 

[Darcy15]

Me too Darcy I'm not a happy bunny x

Funny sort of day

It was either the extra pack or order pizza

 

[staticrhubarb]

Funny sort of day

It was either the extra pack or order pizza

I was like that yesterday - better the extra 200 cals than the extra 1200! Well done Darcy

 

[twinmum07]

I made the wrong extra pack/out for pizza decision on Wednesday night - oops

 

[Beccubug]

It's funny how some days are just so much more of a struggle than others for absolutely no reason whatsoever.

 

[sybersadie]

Yep, yesterday must have been a hungry day all round. I ended up having an extra pack too.

 

[Darcy15]

The last few days have been rather difficult at work

I was absolutely heading for a binge, so decided to have a planned day off from the diet today

....better a planned day than a full on binge being my thinking

My first food since January 4th - and yes, it was pizza - but I have enjoyed every mouthful

Back on the wagon tomorrow, no worries

 

[twinmum07]

Yum. Glad you enjoyed it.
Have a great weekend

 

[bexster1974]

Oh Darcy you fully deserved the pizza, I'm really struggling with cravings, don't know how you have done it for so long! I was thinking a planned day off or an add food week I'm just so scared I won't get back 100% X

You are amazing! X

 

[Darcy15]

Oh Darcy you fully deserved the pizza, I'm really struggling with cravings, don't know how you have done it for so long! I was thinking a planned day off or an add food week I'm just so scared I won't get back 100% X

You are amazing! X

Thank you Becky

This past week has been very .........strange

Too complex to explain here, but work has been incredibly difficult since 1st April when a new company took over running the contract I work on. There has been a huge management reorganisation and a lot of senior management took redundancy rather than stay in the new system

......this has resulted in the appointment of lots of new, external, managers and the resultant chaos

Now, I'm not good with change

.....and I've been struggling emotionally with all this

I know it's 'just a job' but I spend a lot of time at work, and it's horrible when you've previously been very happy

....there's also been the added pressure of being asked to apply for a new role, and that's still just hanging in the wind

I also have to be in Birmingham for training next week, so I'm having to go up tomorrow to stay in a hotel for a few nights - and for reasons I can't even explain to myself, I just don't want to go and would do anything to get out of it

So, this has all come to a head this week .........and I knew I was going to binge sooner or later

By taking an active decision to have one day off the diet, it felt controlled rather than a crazy binge

I enjoyed the pizza, but feel very full still today......and have no plans to do it again

I weighed this morning and scarily have 'gained' 6lbs overnight

.....so, I'm not going to weigh in on Sunday as that would be depressing

I'm firmly back on the wagon, no worries......onwards and downwards