... eek!
Had a good chat with my LLC last night. I have really struggled the last couple of weeks and am repeatedly falling off the wagon. Not with 'proper' food, either, but more of the crisps and chocolate variety.
Life is running away with me. I had a cold last week, and felt miserable. Have several things stressing me, and I reverted to old habits and took 'comfort' in food.
I also think I'm deliberately sabotaging myself. Am almost at goal, feeling good about myself for the first time in ages - and I wonder if there's a part of me that feels I don't deserve it, or something, and so am subconsiously trying to make myself fat again.
Despite all that, I still lost 4lbs at WI, which takes me to 11st exactly - and means I've finally broken the 4 stone barrier.
Anyway, as I am all over the shop; almost at goal; and a month away from my wedding (which was my deadline for going onto management), I am starting management class tonight.
Am a bit frightened, really. Need to make sure I don't use it as an excuse to eat everything that's not nailed down.
My darling fiance warned me last night that I'm not allowed to put on any weight as he wants to carry me over the threshold!!
Had a good chat with my LLC last night. I have really struggled the last couple of weeks and am repeatedly falling off the wagon. Not with 'proper' food, either, but more of the crisps and chocolate variety.
Life is running away with me. I had a cold last week, and felt miserable. Have several things stressing me, and I reverted to old habits and took 'comfort' in food.
I also think I'm deliberately sabotaging myself. Am almost at goal, feeling good about myself for the first time in ages - and I wonder if there's a part of me that feels I don't deserve it, or something, and so am subconsiously trying to make myself fat again.
Despite all that, I still lost 4lbs at WI, which takes me to 11st exactly - and means I've finally broken the 4 stone barrier.
Anyway, as I am all over the shop; almost at goal; and a month away from my wedding (which was my deadline for going onto management), I am starting management class tonight.
Am a bit frightened, really. Need to make sure I don't use it as an excuse to eat everything that's not nailed down.
My darling fiance warned me last night that I'm not allowed to put on any weight as he wants to carry me over the threshold!!