missjelly
Silver Member
Hello miniminers ![Big Grin :D :D](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
So... I was just wondering if I was the only one to feel this way.
I started the year (and my real epic try hard regime
) 1st of Jan clocking in at 275lbs.
This put me at around a size 24-26.
I got down to around 260lbs and a size 20-22, and at the time was in a relationship and for the first time actually felt confident with my body and that whole being naked lark![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Since then, I've dropped to 228lbs and am now a size 14-16.
Yay?
Well it would seem I'm now the opposite to my 'larger' moments, and am feeling fatter than ever
wtf?
Having lost 30+lbs since last relationship (45ish in total) I'm now LESS body confident than before... and have become WAY more judgemental towards myself...
It's really p*ssing me off, especially as there's an epic bloke I would totally be dating right now if it weren't for me being so down about my body even though I now weigh ...less
What is wrong with me??
So... I was just wondering if I was the only one to feel this way.
I started the year (and my real epic try hard regime
This put me at around a size 24-26.
I got down to around 260lbs and a size 20-22, and at the time was in a relationship and for the first time actually felt confident with my body and that whole being naked lark
Since then, I've dropped to 228lbs and am now a size 14-16.
Yay?
Well it would seem I'm now the opposite to my 'larger' moments, and am feeling fatter than ever
Having lost 30+lbs since last relationship (45ish in total) I'm now LESS body confident than before... and have become WAY more judgemental towards myself...
It's really p*ssing me off, especially as there's an epic bloke I would totally be dating right now if it weren't for me being so down about my body even though I now weigh ...less
What is wrong with me??