littlebaconsandwich
Member
I've decided to start an online diary to keep a track of everything. Reading some others on here I have become excited, enthused, nervous and everything in the spectrum between.
I meet with my LLC tomorrow and have already booked an appointment with my doctor for Tuesday to sign my forms, so hopefully things will move along quickly. I have been in Spain for the last 2 and a bit weeks reading on here daily. Despite being the biggest I have ever been it was the first time in years that I have been abroad and felt disgust in my boy and how I look. I think it is because I am sure in myself that this time is for good; for keeps and so next time I'm there I will look so much better.
I'm 30, mum of 1, 5'9" and I am currently hovering at around the 20st mark, I want to lose half of me - and find me again in the process.
I apologise in advance if I rant, ramble on or just plain old annoy. It will not be my intention, I just feel along my journey I will strip myself bare and remove more layers than (hopefully) just the weight.
Everything crossed. Excited!!
I meet with my LLC tomorrow and have already booked an appointment with my doctor for Tuesday to sign my forms, so hopefully things will move along quickly. I have been in Spain for the last 2 and a bit weeks reading on here daily. Despite being the biggest I have ever been it was the first time in years that I have been abroad and felt disgust in my boy and how I look. I think it is because I am sure in myself that this time is for good; for keeps and so next time I'm there I will look so much better.
I'm 30, mum of 1, 5'9" and I am currently hovering at around the 20st mark, I want to lose half of me - and find me again in the process.
I apologise in advance if I rant, ramble on or just plain old annoy. It will not be my intention, I just feel along my journey I will strip myself bare and remove more layers than (hopefully) just the weight.
Everything crossed. Excited!!