Sunshine's Trip To Pre Baby Weight (start Thurs 13th oct, p 91)

I guess my measurments but I don't have much. I know what a tablespoon is tho from all the amazing cakes my mum used to bake (she baked for a living... I grew up with the most glorious smelling baking yum)

OOoohhhh I'm fighting my haribo cravings all evening. Luckily I've been talking wedding with my sister and thinking about her hen weekend plans. Gotta fight these demons...... I know I'll feel so good in the morning when I haven't given in.

Stay 100% stay 100% stay 100% - note to self :)
 
Awwwwwwww are you a haribo lover too..
I love love love them!! Especially sours!! yum yum.......
Stay 100% stay 100% just think how fab your going to feel in your dress for your sisters wedding.........
xxx
 
Funny thing is even tho I've gained some lbs my shape hasn't really changed! How odd... not complaining tho lol.

:):):)
I cant imagine your shape would chhange on with a couple of pound gain.. You look fab your tiny x
 
My turn to wave back madly :) Awwww it's the sour ones I adore... More than chocolate or anything else. But I hadn't craved them for months....

You feeling better? xxx
 
I havent really craved them either to be honest but I do like them lots especially the cherrys..
Not feeling that great to if Im honest hon....... Ready for my holiday me thinks....... I cant imagine what I am going to be like without my scales there.. I know you took yours with theres no way I can take mine to Turkey Rich (my dh) would kill me lol x
 
In France... the day of the funeral...that was the first time I ate without thinking in all this time. It was tough as there's a huge language barrier. Not of course with my family but with their friends. We were litterally all sat around a massive table of food and drink all night in the garden. The pressure to eat was just mad... even tho the nicest thing I had was an apple!!! I realised my sister and I picked at crisps and finger food all night..... we were in such deep conversation with our younger cousin (she's only 19 which is so young to lose her mum) that we just ate without thinking! That's the only time I've really lost control. Any other time I've eaten off plan I've done with a clear head. x I'm a strange human being lol
 
I havent really craved them either to be honest but I do like them lots especially the cherrys..
Not feeling that great to if Im honest hon....... Ready for my holiday me thinks....... I cant imagine what I am going to be like without my scales there.. I know you took yours with theres no way I can take mine to Turkey Rich (my dh) would kill me lol x

I think that's how my scales broke... they didn't travel well. I certainly can't bring my new ones as they're glass. That really kept me on track. Actually I'm gonna be in Dublin 6 times in Sept and Oct I might buy some for my Dads from Argus while I;m there :)

In Thailand they provided scales in the bathroom. It was very handy xxx
 
Laura, it's so sad and her Mum battled for 3 long years! My sister and I have taken her under our wings tho. She's now our Cuzter (cousin and sister lol) As we've been there with our Mum she's able to talk to us easily and opens up. Her Mum emailed me to say goodbye a while back (think I posted about it) and I replied through tears streaming down my face. But one thing I said is that I'll look after my cousin for her and will make sure we remain close for life. We're in touch all the time. She has a brother but he's chosen to turn his back on everything and not there for her at all. That's his choice and everyone's different. 19 is SO young to lose your mum and get this.... she herself had Leukemia untill she was 5! My family have been through hell. But we can wallow or we can look at the positives and live as happily as we can :) x
 
It was amazing that my Aunt got to say goodbye and say everything she wanted to. Also amazing to say what we wanted too. We didn't get that chance with our Mum. My Aunt kept it from her kids that she was terminally ill, and so they really only found out near the end....I never approved of that but her choice. Ah it's a mad, mad world. It's so sad to lose the people we love as you well know. That poem was just lovely. I was so chuffed with it hun, really xxx
 
Oh I didn't realise you'd lost your mum too. (((Sunshine)) You know I bet the kids knew to some degree - they aren't silly.

It is a beautiful poem.

I think I told you it was given to me when my best friend (and xboyfriend) passed away. I was overseas at the time and had this huge hunch to call him that night. I'd even heard our song on the radio a few days before. I never did call him, though he knew I still though a lot of him. He was only 32 at the time and had a heart condition, which ironically didn't kill him. He actually passed away quite quickly which was incredibly fortunate as if he'd ended up in hospital with heart problems, it would have been a horrible way for him to go. Passing on the poem helps me to keep his message alive too :) I'm glad it really helped you.
 
Okay Diary,

It's bedtime for me and day 2 complete on 810. Fought the munchy demons off! They're strong little bu*gers lol.

I'll be getting the dress fitting date tomorrow so I'll know exactly how long I have. I'll push to leave it as close to the wedding as poss.

Dying to see the scales. Always feels good when you've done well the day before. The only snag with being on 810 again is I'm remembering how ikky I felt on it and why I moved up to 1000 :( Sicky head, weak, very, very tired and due on).... I shall keep thinking of that weight I'm gonna shed and see how I go. Ignoring these issues at the moment while I'm pretty much off work.

Okay Diary you're gonna be my lifeline for the next few weeks. I can feel it in my bones :) Nite Nite
 
Hey hon......
Your doing fab and loving your new title and your new flashy sig...
You can tell your really determined to get these last 10 pounds off I can hear it as you write ... You will do it hon . you are going to look stunning in your dress for your sisters wedding.
Aww bless your sister and you for being a Cuzter to your little cousin I bet she really needs you both at this devasting time.. It must be so hard for you to hon as I know you have been there yourself.. Big hugs..

Thanks for telling about that hair stuff I went and got the Pink tub this morning hopefully it will work wonders..

Have a good day hon and chin up your doing fab ..
Keep smiling xx
 
Thanks Curly, you're SO lovely, you really are. Awwww that hair stuff smells really nice too. You need to use lots of it to start with but it's fab, in fact I'm gonna get some today me thinks. Have a great day hun and yes I'm gonna get those lbs off this time.

It felt brilliant waking up and knowing i was on track yesterday... The scales showed a 1.5lbs loss so I'm happy with that and that's from just 2 days on 810!!!

Together with my period due and the fact that I only had porridge the last 2 days which is carb heavier I may just have a big whoosh again this first week. I hope so anyway :)

I'm exhausted today but it was good to see my cdc. I'm gonna cancel my gym membership as I can't go on 810 (too weak) and I'm away so much it's a waste of money right now. Might just freeze it untill I can go again. I'll see what they say and then off to town for hair stuff (sabastian potion 9 - gorgeous stuff) and more leggings...... retail therapy.... I'll break the bank. I better not step into any clothes shops !!!!!!

I'm very interested staying on 810 100% following by the book if I can lose the 10lbs. Right off to make that dress fitting apt.

See you all soon xxx
 
Yay your doing fab hon.. pleased the scales have moved for you.
I dont blame you for cancelling your gym membership its silly paying if your not using it hon..

I cant stop buying leggings....... Long ones short ones.. black ones, denim ones, white ones.

Today I thought right im not buying anything else for holiday and ended up buying a bag and some knickers...... lol

Have a good 100% 810 day today hon and will catch you later..

xxxxxxxxxxxx
 
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