Meant to say, I've picked up one new habit - when I can't sleep at night I get up and clean something, rather than watching TV or reading - so the house is a bit cleaner lol.
Also spent a few hours working, to clear the decks a bit and get ahead on my timetable, and I feel a lot happier now - written two case studies and emailed through for checking and sign off, and emailed five more. The new role will involve about 20, so there will be lots to do in a short period.
And tomorrow Andy the handyman comes to change all the bedding - I have to share a (now) funny story with you. I was feeling pretty low, my legs were leaking fluid like you wouldn't believe, all over the bed, sheets, towels, etc, so I put the spare duvet on top of it all, and thought that'll do for now. I was sitting there, feeling horrible because my legs were so sore, when a flea jumped onto my leg! EEEK! it was only then that I remembered that one of the cats had been sleeping on the spare duvet - and both cats had suddenly got a full on flea infestation that I was trying to deal with in a herbal way (which wasn't working)!!!!
So not only did i have wet soggy bedding, but it was also flearidden - and you know you start scratching immediately at the sight of just one flea, I felt like i was covered with them ewwww! I burst into tears and thought, it can't get any worse than this - and then Stella, the youngest cat, who has cystitis, jumped up next to me and PEED on me. In bed. Twice.
Oh My God. i just couldn't believe it. It wasn't her fault, it's part of the cystitis that she just has to try and wee anywhere she can the poor love.
Since then I've had to put up with the duvet because there is only that one bed, but I sprayed it several times with a highly toxic indoor flea spray stuff which pretty much dealt with the fleas. The cats are now on a full on drop treatment for fleas - and I've bought all new bedding, mattress, mattress cover, mattress topper, electric blanket, duvet and sheets - and all the old stuff goes outside tomorrow to be taken away by the junkman WOOHOO. I'll give the bedroom a good vacuum as well, make sure there's none of the bluighters hiding in the skirting boards, get the bed made up and then it can turn back into my sanctuary. It's gonna be soooooo great!
Andy is going to do a whole lot of little jobs for me, which will also help lift my mood, and i'll get him to price up the new kitchen too.
So the light at the end of the tunnel is getting brighter YAYE!