wannabslim
Gold Member
Hey all,
So I posted a day or so ago confessing my sins of cheating on Wednesday night and deciding to get back up on the wagon again for Thursday....
Well it didnt happen at all! I felt rly hungover and had to eat, and the guys at work were all the same (we all went out together) so we got takeaway pizza for lunch :cry:I felt so disappointed in myself...
Anyhow, today is a new day! I am starting again with a PMA (positive mental attitude) and am fully SSing from now on. This means I will have to avoid the free "goodbye" buffet at lunch which we have caterers providing for us (*crys*) and the food is always delicious. I wouldnt mind too much if they served it in a different room but it gets put on a massive table in the middle of the office and I have to sit here and smell the stuff all day as well as watch other people eating it!!!
However, one good thing has come out of this. It has served as a reminder that when I "cheat" its 10x harder to get back on the wagon than I expect it to be. And it is because of this that I have decided to fully SS for my holiday in September and have a 790 meal every few days if I need to. Also at weekends I will allow myself one healthy meal on Saturday nights so I have something to look forward to. I'm doing this because I know that if I dont stick to SS 90% I will fall off the wagon again and possibly- if I cheat for that length of time- not get back on again.... ever.... and I am not prepared to give in!
So wish me luck, and if anyone else is restarting today, lets do this together!!
Nikki xx
So I posted a day or so ago confessing my sins of cheating on Wednesday night and deciding to get back up on the wagon again for Thursday....
Well it didnt happen at all! I felt rly hungover and had to eat, and the guys at work were all the same (we all went out together) so we got takeaway pizza for lunch :cry:I felt so disappointed in myself...
Anyhow, today is a new day! I am starting again with a PMA (positive mental attitude) and am fully SSing from now on. This means I will have to avoid the free "goodbye" buffet at lunch which we have caterers providing for us (*crys*) and the food is always delicious. I wouldnt mind too much if they served it in a different room but it gets put on a massive table in the middle of the office and I have to sit here and smell the stuff all day as well as watch other people eating it!!!
However, one good thing has come out of this. It has served as a reminder that when I "cheat" its 10x harder to get back on the wagon than I expect it to be. And it is because of this that I have decided to fully SS for my holiday in September and have a 790 meal every few days if I need to. Also at weekends I will allow myself one healthy meal on Saturday nights so I have something to look forward to. I'm doing this because I know that if I dont stick to SS 90% I will fall off the wagon again and possibly- if I cheat for that length of time- not get back on again.... ever.... and I am not prepared to give in!
So wish me luck, and if anyone else is restarting today, lets do this together!!
Nikki xx