I just want to thank you all for all the lovely comments, reps and PMs, it really means a lot to know I have so much support here from such wonderful people. It is rare to see unsupportive posts, especially from someone who knows nothing about me!
Nomad you are right on so many points there! I don't have to justify myself to anyone, I am entitled to seek comfort in which ever chocolate wrapper takes my fancy, I could have chosen worse vices to get through this difficult time but I didn't. More importantly, you were right that you know more than anyone how things are for me right now. Love ya loads hun x