I know what youre going through Taz, my nana was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago, oh my God is it really 4 years :cry:, and within a week she was drifting in and out of conciousness. This lasted a full week, a very long and emotionally draining week. We got called to the home SO many times and the doctor couldnt believe she was still hanging on. My brother and I got to a point we decided enough was enough and it may sound heartless but we made a concious decision to say goodbye. We had time alone with her, said what we wanted to say and left that evening and didnt go back. She died several days later. My cousins were appalled at us, but to be honest we had a very close relationship with her when she was alive, they didnt but ofcourse came weeping and wailing to her bedside. We had my mums blessing and we had a couple of pangs of guilt but on the whole felt quite at peace with our decision.
Gosh Ive gone totally off track here with your thread Taz, I guess what Im trying to say is do whats right for you, its a horrible horrible time, but while shes still here, go and say anything you feel you want/need to, youll feel better for it later
Thinking of you *HUGS*