TBSx LL Journey...

[weebles]

Was that casino dude that you blew off? Read a bit about the need to please scenerio and also how this guy behaves towards you. Seems he likes to have a sense of power over you or just women in general?
I think just by saying NO to him will crush any ego he has. could be wrong. I too met a chap online and WOW, was he pushy and not a kind word to say. I caved went out with him and he made me feel like crap the entire date. He did exactly as Casino dude did towards me and phoned when he wanted...blah..blah..blah. After a few weeks i just told him upfront that he bored the crap out of me and not to call.
He did call, and blasted me with verbal stuff ...so I listened and at the end of the call told him he is a SAD little man and he is proof why women prefer viberators.

Good you got a nice room!! Yes get something into you and keep an eye on that pain.
Hurry and get some photos will ya? Can't wait to see them.

 

[Lozz]

Looking forward to the pictures Mrs.... I havent forgot!

I'm glad you felt a million dollars!!!

Keep an eye on your chest pain, feel better soon! x

 

[Gembritney]

Glad u felt good today!!! and u got compliments from ur boss xxxx

 

[LadyT]

Was that casino dude that you blew off? Read a bit about the need to please scenerio and also how this guy behaves towards you. Seems he likes to have a sense of power over you or just women in general?
I think just by saying NO to him will crush any ego he has. could be wrong. I too met a chap online and WOW, was he pushy and not a kind word to say. I caved went out with him and he made me feel like crap the entire date. He did exactly as Casino dude did towards me and phoned when he wanted...blah..blah..blah. After a few weeks i just told him upfront that he bored the crap out of me and not to call.
He did call, and blasted me with verbal stuff ...so I listened and at the end of the call told him he is a SAD little man and he is proof why women prefer viberators.

Good you got a nice room!! Yes get something into you and keep an eye on that pain.
Hurry and get some photos will ya? Can't wait to see them.

Hi, yep it was the casino dude, its interesting how you put that about him having a sense of power of me. Thinking about it I have decided the reason I let him behave the way he did was because I guess I am a little lonely and pining for someone who is out of reach (at the moment) :sigh: but no more!

Wow you had a lucky escape with your online guy, eek! What makes people behave in that way!

Update on the chest pain, it subsided down into my belly, think I have a touch of constipation (sorry tmi) well I think its that, I know its nothing serious though. Going to take some Ducolax tonight.

LOL chill will get some pics up the weekend promise!

Hope you are ok xx

 

[LadyT]

Looking forward to the pictures Mrs.... I havent forgot!

I'm glad you felt a million dollars!!!

Keep an eye on your chest pain, feel better soon! x

I certainly did hunny!

It moved from the chest to the belly and I now think its constipation lol I'm such a drama queen lol

Hope you are ok hun xx

 

[LadyT]

Glad u felt good today!!! and u got compliments from ur boss xxxx

Thanks my lovely, hope you are well xx

 

[LadyT]

Day 65

Well what can I tell you about today! No foody thoughts, well not until my boss decided to eat her leftover chinese from last night. It smelt sooooo good! I sat and chomped on my bar! I was sat in the directors chair and his PA commented that she couldnt eat just one bar for her lunch it wouldnt satisfy her so I had to explain it wasnt a normal bar it was a LL one. She kept looking at me to see if I had lost weight in the end I told her I had lost 35lb, her response oh yeah you can tell on your face. On my chuffin face, seriously did I actually carry 35lb on my face lmao! Hilarious!

I have struggled with the water the last few days and really need to get back on track with it.

I have just found out today that I need to be at a conference next week for two days whch happen to coincide with my LL class. So I contacted my LLC today and asked if I could go in and get weighed and collect my packs sometme before Tuesday. I am now going in Saturday morning so that will be my WI day this week, gutted that I will miss my class I get so much out of them!

There is also another dilema though one which I wasnt sure I would ever share on here in detail but here goes. I thought I had got out of going to the conference but the 'Head of' wants me to attend. Basically it means I will see someone very special to me and I havent seen him since before christmas! I wanted the next time he saw me to be really special and I hoped I would be at goal, but no such luck! We have been so close for years and have a very special bond after a very difficult relationship which ended due to my behaviour! Not proud of it at all and for a long time took part in self loathing for so long. Its only since doing LL that I feel better about myself and things in general. Suppose I better make sure I am looking ultra hot, correction I WILL be looking ultra hot. He is not going to know what hit him and if he plays his cards right it'll be me in all the right ways lmao. (I can wish)

S thats it today for me lovelies xx

 

[weebles]

Day 65

Well what can I tell you about today! No foody thoughts, well not until my boss decided to eat her leftover chinese from last night. It smelt sooooo good! I sat and chomped on my bar! I was sat in the directors chair and his PA commented that she couldnt eat just one bar for her lunch it wouldnt satisfy her so I had to explain it wasnt a normal bar it was a LL one. She kept looking at me to see if I had lost weight in the end I told her I had lost 35lb, her response oh yeah you can tell on your face. On my chuffin face, seriously did I actually carry 35lb on my face lmao! Hilarious!

I have struggled with the water the last few days and really need to get back on track with it.

I have just found out today that I need to be at a conference next week for two days whch happen to coincide with my LL class. So I contacted my LLC today and asked if I could go in and get weighed and collect my packs sometme before Tuesday. I am now going in Saturday morning so that will be my WI day this week, gutted that I will miss my class I get so much out of them!

There is also another dilema though one which I wasnt sure I would ever share on here in detail but here goes. I thought I had got out of going to the conference but the 'Head of' wants me to attend. Basically it means I will see someone very special to me and I havent seen him since before christmas! I wanted the next time he saw me to be really special and I hoped I would be at goal, but no such luck! We have been so close for years and have a very special bond after a very difficult relationship which ended due to my behaviour! Not proud of it at all and for a long time took part in self loathing for so long. Its only since doing LL that I feel better about myself and things in general. Suppose I better make sure I am looking ultra hot, correction I WILL be looking ultra hot. He is not going to know what hit him and if he plays his cards right it'll be me in all the right ways lmao. (I can wish)

S thats it today for me lovelies xx

DOn't you just despise peeps who say "oh yeah, I can tell in your face that you have lost weight". ARGH!! Good slap upside the head is what they need.

Now dear...get the water into you!! (tapping my fingers here).

Conference? Oooh my - could be FUN in many ways! I am sure you will amaze the friend with your new form. The past is the past - don't let it prevent your future. Old ways gone and you are defo much stronger now.

Good luck with the WI on saturday. Cant wait to hear ALL about it...the weigh in and the other. OH and of course the pics! Ummm not of the conference...k? the OTHER pics....LOL

xx

 

[LadyT]

DOn't you just despise peeps who say "oh yeah, I can tell in your face that you have lost weight". ARGH!! Good slap upside the head is what they need.

Now dear...get the water into you!! (tapping my fingers here).

Conference? Oooh my - could be FUN in many ways! I am sure you will amaze the friend with your new form. The past is the past - don't let it prevent your future. Old ways gone and you are defo much stronger now.

Good luck with the WI on saturday. Cant wait to hear ALL about it...the weigh in and the other. OH and of course the pics! Ummm not of the conference...k? the OTHER pics....LOL

xx

LMAO - seriously you have to be the funniest person on here. You never fail to make me laugh!

I am up to about 3 litres now, so need to gt another one in really. I am sooo cold though so it is difficult!

I have decided he is going to be super amazed at me ......how exciting! xx

Yeah yeah pics I know lol xx

 

[Julslynne]

LadyT. You go girl. Ultra hot is the way to go. He won't know what's hit him. Keep us posted hun. Xxxx BTW I think u've lost alot more than your face can hold LMAO. Xxx

 

[Gembritney]

its very annoying when all you hear is "i see you have lost it in your face" u wanna give them a little , but not to hard, punch on the nose when they say this.

How exciting about seeing the "special someone" at ur conference... he will be blown away.. you will have to let us know how it goes

Glad you ave arranged a WI with you LLC.... and least it will be one on one so you can get more help from her xxx

 

[LadyT]

its very annoying when all you hear is "i see you have lost it in your face" u wanna give them a little , but not to hard, punch on the nose when they say this.

How exciting about seeing the "special someone" at ur conference... he will be blown away.. you will have to let us know how it goes

Glad you ave arranged a WI with you LLC.... and least it will be one on one so you can get more help from her xxx

Hnmmm tempting not sure I could guarantee a not to hard punch though! Sometimes it's more about the way people look me over to see if I am telling the truth almost!! how irritating!!

He is such a special person but unfortunately not in s good place which makes me sad, wish I could help! Anyway going to try to be old cheeky me when I see him so there isn't a black cloud over us, hopefully just seeing me will make him smile and that will mean so much to me!

I am pleased to about the 1-2-1 but concerned I was only weighed on Tuesday, it's more important I have the packs or i would be stuffed! I might take this as an opportunity to talk to her about my journey, so maybe when should I consider RTM, whats the guidelines for milk week and whether i have to do it etc. Thanks Gem didn't really give the fact it was 1-2-1 much consideration, you little star!!

Hope you have a good day xx

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[Lozz]

Day 65

I was sat in the directors chair and his PA commented that she couldnt eat just one bar for her lunch it wouldnt satisfy her so I had to explain it wasnt a normal bar it was a LL one. She kept looking at me to see if I had lost weight in the end I told her I had lost 35lb, her response oh yeah you can tell on your face. On my chuffin face, seriously did I actually carry 35lb on my face lmao! Hilarious!

What an idiot!!!
LMAO!!! :8855:
And how rude looking you up and down, checking...
35lb Is a lot of weight!!!
Well done Mrs brilliant achievement!

 

[LadyT]

I know Lozz, seriously what is wrong with the world lol xx

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[LadyT]

Day 66

Worked from home today, weather was rubbish so I didnt mind at all!

No food thoughts but boredom is kicking in now, I am way to tired to go anywhere though.

I have my weekend planned to the hilt. Tomorrow I am being weighed as I wont be around Tuesday night, then I am getting my nails done. Spot of shopping, I was going to say I need some new clothes, I actually dont lol I cant stop buying! Sunday is mothers day, yay pressies galore, well ok I only have 2 kids so 2 pressies to be fair. Sad I am excited about it really, normally we would go out for dinner but cant be cause of LL and also my son is off to Brands Hatch for the day with his dad to watch the racing! I dont mind though they dont have the best of relationships. I am planning on doing some pampering to hair colour and maybe fake tan. I do feel better with a bit of colour!

Struggling with the water as I have now ran out of flavouring, no matter I can buy some tomorrow thankfully!

I really need to go to the loo but cant not even a rumbling that its going to happen and it is bloating me now. Took a ducolax but nothing so I will take another tonight, heres hoping it works before my WI lol

I was wondering about my milk week as it is coming up soon, is it a must. I quite like the shakes with water and worry that if it tastes delish I might not want to go back to water the following week. Would love a few cups of tea though!

Right off now to get my fav shake banana...mmmmmmmmm

Have a great weekend lovely peeps xxx

 

[Julslynne]

Hiya hun

You have a fab weekend too. Looks like u got it all planned lovely.? With regards the milk week. It be lovely to have a decent cup of tea lol. Xxx

 

[Gembritney]

Hi cupcake, I am on milk in next couple of weeks but im gonna ask if i can not do milk... i dont want to do it really.... im happy enough without the milk. I think il just stick to the water tbh.

OMG i ahte it when i run out of water flavouring i wince as i neck back plain old water.
Good luck for tomo as well xxxx

 

[MagdaX]

I had my milk week but tbh all I did was adding a little to my tea and coffee for a week. It didn't make any difference to my losses whatsoever. I was still losing and I was still in ketosis.
It's not all that bad

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[ReezieJay]

Hey lady t. Sorry been so long since I've caught up with your diary. I've gone threw and kept thinking of things to write back but forgot them all now haha. You've been doing amazing tho and don't worry too much about wi tonight you know it's not been a full week and just think how great the wi next week will be with and extra few days added on .
In regards to the special guy then as long as you feel and act possitive and amazing and sexy you will project that and he will feel the same plus look at you your stunning! Can't imagine you ever being blonde tho your dark hair is beautiful. Your pic reminds me of an actress in greys anatomy! Are you secret Hollywood?? Lol mini mins resident celeb haha.
Loving the comment about wearing your skirt inside out so people can see the 12 label haha 'oops is it really inside out, I hadn't noticed hehehe' and I'll agree with you about weebles she is hilarious. The vibrator comment haha.
Keep up the good work Hun oh and the pains in the chest just monitor those incase it's not constipation if it happens too frequently might wanna get it checked out. Not that I'm trying to scare you it prob is nothing at all just that I had gall stones when I was 16 and it was a pain in my chest stomach area but it was excruciating I'm sure you would know the difference
X

 

[largelesley]

hi lady t and all the others
i have read thro your diary from start to finish
it gave me plenty of food for thought no pun intented lol
you are all doing so well it is very inspiring
i am on day 4 of w8 very similar to ll i think
i am hopeing i can stay strong as sat has always been a treat nite no matter what diet i was on
hope you all have a good weekend lesley x