Restart day 4
Good morning peeps!
Well day 4 of the restart is here and I'm still doing SS! So yeeeeey me! I really struggled last night and really wanted to eat, I ended up going to bed early so that I couldn't raid the fridge! I always seem to find day 3 tough, I'm not sure why?
Well today is a new day and I'm determnd to keep on the straight and narrow. I havn't lost any more weight yet, but I know that by the end of the week another couple of pounds are bound to drop off! It's only a matter of time!
My mad Mum is coming down for a visit today and we are going to pop to town for a coffee! I'm really looking forward to it! I haven't been out for a coffee for weeks and weeks! I will be very good and not eat, which is hard when I'm out with Mum because she loves her food too! I also worry about her health because she is overweight and in ill health, but she has trouble sticking to diets! In fact I cant honestly remember a time when Mum wasn't struggling with her weight, as I grew up she was always starting new diets. I remember her going to WW, SW and of course the Fplan! Oh boy that was fun, I remember she had the most terrible wind LOL. I don't think there is a diet Mum hasn't been on. I also cant remember a diet I haven't been on!
The women in my family on both sides are all big! I was a chubby child and a skinny teenager and then a fat Mum! When I look back at old family photo's my mum was exactly the same. Isn't funny how we all end up in this cycle of constantly dieting and trying to achieve what sometimes feels impossible. Of course I know it's not impossible to be slim, I was slim before I had my children and I was slim last year after 4 months on SS. It just sometime feels impossible and thats the cycle I want to break!
I know I want to be slim and I know I can be slim! Now all Ive got to do is become slim and stay slim!
Sorry to ramble on I suppose I just needed to purge!
Have a lovely day