Annie68
Silver Member
so after having a gain of 3 1/2 lbs for no reason other than ToTM and a gain last week because I was a pig.. I got back to it last Tuesday and although my head still isn't in the right place, I'm still 100%. Went to weigh in this morning and I've lost 6lbs this week. woohoo.. 'bout time! I'm almost back to where I was a month ago and next week I should be losing 'new' fat again LOL.
We had a replacement consultant today as ours is poorly, and I don't think this poor girl knew what to do with me. I told her although I'm going through the motions of the plan, my head isn't right. She tried encouraging me and I was just so negative to all her suggestions. I didn't mean to be.. it's just that when you've been on the plan since October the incentives you had to start with don't mean the same anymore. The excitement and looking forward to going down into the next size and treating yourself to new clothes that you have to star with doesn't have the same appeal. The getting the next half stone award, although feels great, still doesn't create the same drive. The fact that you've done 'so well already' doesn't cancel out the fact that you still have a long way to go, especially because as soon as I start accepting that yes I have done very well, will mean I get complacent and think.. well I've done pretty good, and I start resting on my laurels and then start cheating.. I hope you understand what I mean.
But anyway... back on track.. and a good loss is good enough to set me up for next week.
We had a replacement consultant today as ours is poorly, and I don't think this poor girl knew what to do with me. I told her although I'm going through the motions of the plan, my head isn't right. She tried encouraging me and I was just so negative to all her suggestions. I didn't mean to be.. it's just that when you've been on the plan since October the incentives you had to start with don't mean the same anymore. The excitement and looking forward to going down into the next size and treating yourself to new clothes that you have to star with doesn't have the same appeal. The getting the next half stone award, although feels great, still doesn't create the same drive. The fact that you've done 'so well already' doesn't cancel out the fact that you still have a long way to go, especially because as soon as I start accepting that yes I have done very well, will mean I get complacent and think.. well I've done pretty good, and I start resting on my laurels and then start cheating.. I hope you understand what I mean.
But anyway... back on track.. and a good loss is good enough to set me up for next week.