ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at those people outside the gym! GRrrrr I'm so angry reading that! If that happened to me I'd have wiped the floor with them. Well done on not saying anything Luce, you're a better person than me. I have a vicious tongue and do not suffer fools gladly, I loathe ignorant people. I so respect people who can turn the other cheek. I guess that's why I'm a chubber! The more comments made, the more I thought F you, I'm not going to get skinny just because I don't conform to your ideal person! My own worse enemy!
Oh I've been there in regard to comforting yourself after the death of your Mummy. Me too.
It hurts so much and to find food comforting, it's is so sad. It's not control at all, it's reckless and it's the last thing our Mummy would have wanted us to do.
It's great that you've brought yourself out of your bulimia and you now realise how wrong you were in that stage of your life.
I'm losing the weight for many reasons:
I'm sick and tired of my Daddy telling everyone how beautiful I am but I spoil it by being fat. Nice parent eh!
I'm sick and tired of being told I have a lovely FACE and personality, shame about the rest of me!
I'm sick and tired of feeling breathless over the simplest of tasks.
I'm sick and tired of having to be careful where we go incase I'm too big for the seats, benches, fairground rides etc
I'm sick and tired of not being able to buy the clothes I really want! I love to be fashionable.
I'm sick and tired of not being able to look at my reflection from the neck down.
I'm sick and tired of having no bath water at the front of the bath and a flood at the back.
I'm sick and tired of nearly being sick bending down to put shoes/boots/socks on.
I'm sick and tired of not being wolf whistled at anymore! I love the attention!
I'm sick and tired of not being able to find my mojo. I love sex with my Hubby.
I'm sick and tired of the bloated falling asleep sitting up like an old man after I eat a load of crap.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired and fat.
But........
My main reason for me losing weight is the most important - My beautiful children. Especially my little gorgeous 4 year old angel who has high functioning autism. She's a bright spark who requires your 100% attention 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. I'm such a bad parent by not looking after myself in order to give her the best of me, it's what she deserves. I need to be here fighting fit forever as I can not imagine life without her. She is my world.