newstart_2012
Full Member
Hi all,
I've been on the site a few months really just trying to get some motivation from you all and while you are all doing brilliant and are inspirational I know now only I can motivate myself. I know why I want to do this, I want to stop shopping on only plus size websites or stores. I want to wear something sexy for my fiancé on our wedding night next march. I want to look on my wedding pic and be happy when I do. I want to stop holding back from doing things because I'm embarrassed about my size.
I won't to stop avoiding friends because I've gained so much weight. I want to sit on a plane and have space either side, instead of feeling uncomfortable.
I just want to be happy with the way I look.
I keep restarting diets and I'm so tired of it now, and I'm sure everyone around me is tired of it too. My fiancé is supportive but he thinks meal replacement diets don't work, but that's because he keeps seeing me give up after a week.
I want to prove to myself I can do it. I'm going to be 30 in December, and I can't ever remember not having issues with the way I look.
So I have receieved my slim and save and today is day 1. And I'm hoping a diary will help me along the way and support from you all.
Weight in this morning is 16 stones 11 pounds.
I will be going on a short break to new York next fri but I do not want that to stop me starting this diet now.
So wish me luck, I forgot to say I want to lose 6 stones, but will have mini goals for each stone. And will reward myself with a nice bag or spa treatment. I'm hoping I can do this within 5 months.
Thanks all
Ann
Start weight - 16'11
I've been on the site a few months really just trying to get some motivation from you all and while you are all doing brilliant and are inspirational I know now only I can motivate myself. I know why I want to do this, I want to stop shopping on only plus size websites or stores. I want to wear something sexy for my fiancé on our wedding night next march. I want to look on my wedding pic and be happy when I do. I want to stop holding back from doing things because I'm embarrassed about my size.
I won't to stop avoiding friends because I've gained so much weight. I want to sit on a plane and have space either side, instead of feeling uncomfortable.
I just want to be happy with the way I look.
I keep restarting diets and I'm so tired of it now, and I'm sure everyone around me is tired of it too. My fiancé is supportive but he thinks meal replacement diets don't work, but that's because he keeps seeing me give up after a week.
I want to prove to myself I can do it. I'm going to be 30 in December, and I can't ever remember not having issues with the way I look.
So I have receieved my slim and save and today is day 1. And I'm hoping a diary will help me along the way and support from you all.
Weight in this morning is 16 stones 11 pounds.
I will be going on a short break to new York next fri but I do not want that to stop me starting this diet now.
So wish me luck, I forgot to say I want to lose 6 stones, but will have mini goals for each stone. And will reward myself with a nice bag or spa treatment. I'm hoping I can do this within 5 months.
Thanks all
Ann
Start weight - 16'11