Witchy
ButtERfly
Well the first step is im here and started my journey so yay me lol.
I need to log my journey to help me through it. I cant wait till I can put mirrors back in the house.
Its been a ten year creepage slowly putting more and more weight and then hating myself and then ordering takeaways and chocolate for a quick fix to making feel better.
After seeing my son crying over horrid boys making songs about me and feel the worst ive ever felt, I decided to make a drastic move and try and shift this weight.
So far apart from my husband friends have rolled there eyes and laughed disses what im doing saying 'oh your fine as you are its you' and 'OMG who can I go out now for Starbucks and Macdonalds' so so far no support haha except hubby who is brilliant.
So the journey starts, I started on Monday and have spent my days looking at the photo threads to keep me in the happy zone, rubbing firming creams on myself, skiing on my gazelle and doing arm exercises and not looking at food adverts (which should be banned lol).
Doing good so far, ive managed to get through Friday night DVD night (not mentioning the takeway lol) I had my shake and drank water, i was very proud of myself.
Yesterday we had to meet my husbands father for a meal, they all moaned at me for not drinking or eating, I sat there with iced water and my tetra, so if I can do this then im on my way.
I weight in at 22 stone and have a long way to go but im positive and happy and thats half the job done for me.
I need to log my journey to help me through it. I cant wait till I can put mirrors back in the house.
Its been a ten year creepage slowly putting more and more weight and then hating myself and then ordering takeaways and chocolate for a quick fix to making feel better.
After seeing my son crying over horrid boys making songs about me and feel the worst ive ever felt, I decided to make a drastic move and try and shift this weight.
So far apart from my husband friends have rolled there eyes and laughed disses what im doing saying 'oh your fine as you are its you' and 'OMG who can I go out now for Starbucks and Macdonalds' so so far no support haha except hubby who is brilliant.
So the journey starts, I started on Monday and have spent my days looking at the photo threads to keep me in the happy zone, rubbing firming creams on myself, skiing on my gazelle and doing arm exercises and not looking at food adverts (which should be banned lol).
Doing good so far, ive managed to get through Friday night DVD night (not mentioning the takeway lol) I had my shake and drank water, i was very proud of myself.
Yesterday we had to meet my husbands father for a meal, they all moaned at me for not drinking or eating, I sat there with iced water and my tetra, so if I can do this then im on my way.
I weight in at 22 stone and have a long way to go but im positive and happy and thats half the job done for me.