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Wizzy's Cambridge Diary

#1
This is it! I have managed to get to the stage of writing my first entry in this diary before midnight.
Today was my first day.
I LOVED it. I enjoyed every morsel, the shake I had for breaky was yummy, the soup I had for lunch was satisfying and the soup I had for dinner was very tasty.
I'm being serious here on this first post, because I SERIOUSLY want to lose this other person I carry around with me every day! My weight is twice what it should be, the equivalent of another whole person. I dont like this other person, I want to say goodbye to them forever. Its a demon on my shoulder, weak willed and lilly livered. It has no right to be here with me. I want to be the real me, the me I used to be.
This other me I carry around doesnt care about nice clothes, nice relationships and nice holidays, all it cares about is where the next FIX is coming from. I dont care about Fix's - I care about me, my daughter and my parents. Where will they be if I allow the other half of me to rule my life so much that I die from a heart atack or a stroke, or that I end up struggling through life carrying the weight of this demon and unable to care for the people I love. This demon doesnt care If I spend the rest of my life alone, lonely and bored, this other half may be able to gain comfort from food but I can't and won't anymore!!
This is the end for this demon. Be Gone Demon, get away from me. The fight is on and I will win.
 
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MsJMC

Strong women stay slim
#2
Hoping your doing very well , good start liking all the CD shakes so far !
 
#3
Fandabulous a new diary! What a wonderful first post, so powerful. Keep all those thoughts and feelings in the forefront of your mind and they will serve you well. Good luck hun xxx
 
#4
Thanks ladies, Cant wait for brekky, see if the strawb milkshake is as nice as the banana. In the meantime, till ten, I am having a massive cuppa T, can't believe how thirsty I am even though I drank 4 litres of water yesterday........ bring on the next 4!
Have a good day!!
Lynne x
 


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