I think EVERYONE goes through times when it's difficult and they struggle to keep on track, i've got the added bonus that i cant SS so it's not as difficult for me i really do respect ANYONE who can SS as i dont think i would have the strength or motivation to do it so dont put yourself down the big thing is rather than letting the failure put a stop to your efforts it doesnt you TRY and TRY and that's the biggest part of it it's when you give up that the real damage is done i mean i completely went off the rails for 1 week and put on 5lbs and it's only since then that my brains been able to focus it was kind of the kick up the bum i needed to make me realise only I could do anything to shift this weight and if I wanted to be healthier and slim and look and feel fantastic I had to stop stuffing my face and damaging my body as it's the only 1 i'll ever have!!!!!!
I hope you find your willpower again skinny, it is in there it's just sometimes hard to see it!!!!