hehe

so for the people who don't know me yet
i'm Klev (well not my real name

i'm actually Annemarie or Ann) and i am from the netherlands

i came to this site because of clare, i got to use cambridge because of clare

so it is all her fault you're stuck with me now

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I have a little girl of nearly 9 months now. She's a major charm, but a few weeks ago she was in the hospital and for my own health and strength i had a period of wich i used low carbs meal in the evening cause otherwise i would have gone down. I nearly passed out three times the first day :S.
Ah well that is over now!
Christmas and newyearseve went almost as planned (i ate a few things i wasn't actually allowed) and now i have to get back on 100% for a while. I am 100% since the 1st of january. But i have also had the thought of going to the mac donalds and just stuff everything up a tree or something.
I am also the slimmest now in about 3 or 4 years. I can't remember when i was this slim. So like the rest

i just need to find the power to keep going now!! I know i won't smuggle, but giving up is just so easy.....cause i feel good now! But i know i will feel better if i keep going hehe.
lol i should stop letting my mind run about! Above is a nice example of what happens when i think about giving up haha.
Ah well! i hope to have loads of fun with you lot

cya!