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2nd Restart diary-and the last

S: 11st8.2lb C: 11st7.2lb G: 9st2lb BMI: 27.7 Loss: 0st1lb(0.62%)
#1
Starting again. Got so near to goal and then blew it. But I have decided I want to be a BMI of 22 now so that's a lower goal.

I started today but after my vanilla shake ate 2 small twixs!!!-what is that about.

I'm going to write it all down every day -just really for me in the hope it keeps me right.

When I was in the groove I marvelled at how easy it was and why everyone didn't do it but now I can't get back in the groove .

I have booked a photo shoot in December and I want to get some nice photos of me and the kids as I have been avoiding photos for too long. There is barely any of my younger too because I felt too fat.

So I am pretending the 2 twixs did not happen and keeping going. I feel ashamed when I see folk with lots of weight to lose and they are so dedicated.

I never once was able to Honk to say I was 100% any day(what an admission) so that is my goal to be 100% even for one day and stop being so pathetic no one needs chocolate. I actually felt so much better on exante so much more full of energy anmd less tummy trouble -all chocolate does is make me feel miserable and headachey.
 
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S: 11st8.2lb C: 11st7.2lb G: 9st2lb BMI: 27.7 Loss: 0st1lb(0.62%)
#4
Twixes or no twixes eating 3 packs has put me down 2 lbs today so that is a good incentive to keep to the straight and narrow today. I am aiming today to be the very first day I have ever honked and I'll let nothing stop me. I'm hungry this morning so what to have ? hot choc or latte?
I just need to break the cycle of stuffing carbs down my throat and I will be on my way- I guess that's the same for most folk. Carbs are just so addictive they call to you.
 
S: 11st8.2lb C: 11st7.2lb G: 9st2lb BMI: 27.7 Loss: 0st1lb(0.62%)
#6
Well all well and still going and determined so that's good. Still can't honk as I ate a pork chop and 2 chips on top of my 3 packs.
 
S: 11st8.2lb C: 11st7.2lb G: 9st2lb BMI: 27.7 Loss: 0st1lb(0.62%)
#7
After a busy week I am back to trying to honk. I'm staying level so that's all good but I have only 7 days to lose 4.8lbs as I said I'd lose 10lbs in Novemeber . So once again trying to honk - I really don't think I'd get through the day without extra protein so maybe I'll count honking if I only have a pork chop/steak or bit of chicken extra. I miss eggs and fruit!-probably more than choclate!!
 
#8
Hi Canny! Its funny the things u miss when ur on this eh? I always find myself craving pasta and its not a thing i normally eat much of! You'll get there tho, sometiems we try and fail but it doesnt mean we cant do it....your back, your doing well, keep it up xx
 


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