demonp
Full Member
I thought that it was about time started to do my own diary-hopefully it will help me to keep focused and, who knows, maybe it might help/entertain someone else as other peoples diaries have motivated me. So.. I have about 4 stone to lose. 5 years ago when pregnant with my first i was about 7 stone heavier. When i first lost that weight it was great. I loved all the positive comments and felt great. But then it just stopped and i could feel old habits creeping back. Secret eating,grazing,eating out,keeping m&s food hall profits up rather than cooking. Something just snapped in me and i thought that"no, Im not going back there". I wanted quick results that would allow me to get to where i need to be and then maintain-so i chose cd. So far, i have ups and downs. I've only had one day when i felt really hungry but with the brilliant support of people on this site i got through it. When i stop and think about it i actually get really scared. I have been dieting since the age of 6-seriously! I've done pretty much everything and over the past 10 years my poor hubby has heard me say" right-from Monday, that's it-healthy eating" about a million times. He has supported of and helped of all the way-even with this one he is helping me fund it so i really want to do it for him too. My biggest motivation though is my kids. There are so many things that i didn't do in my life due to my weight and body issues. I will not let these things get in the way of of doing anything with them! So, i need to shift it quick. I think that's enough rambling for my first entry,.apologies that its a bit boring-think i just needed to put in writing what i have been feeling. My weight loss should be even better now after dumping all that emotional Poo! For now, there's a bottle of fizzy water with my name on it. Night. X