I know the feeling
I didn't know what to set as a target weight when I started what did 10, 11, 12 st look like I didn't know what I weighed before I piled on the pounds (stones)
I am now at my second target and maintaining
When I reached my target weight I was happy but...... I had the same thoughts I had met goal so why so was that not enough
I was at the top of my healthy weight range so could lose more without jeopardising health
I maintained for a few weeks a few blow outs with sticking to plan kept me on track I did enjoy those treats a bonus being a target member
After a few weeks I dropped my target 7lb and reached it really quickly fortunately
I still see the "old" me when I look in the mirror, but when I get dressed in my new clothes I do believe I look really good
I see old photos and think that's not me lol
We are all critical of our bodies and wish for something different, even the most slimmest beautiful people have something they dont like so we are normal in that sense.
You need to get yourself a sense of achievement - going down that many dress sizes must be fantastic and tell yourself so. When people comment on how well I have done I tell them yes I know it's great isn't it
Are you dressing for your new body shape - I still tend to go to the tent rail lol
Check your healthy weight chart and see where the middle range lies and if you feel you could healthily lose more consider reseting your target
I would recommend maintaining and having a bit of food or drink fun - in moderation, it helped when I reset my target, got a few of my cravings satisfied for the next target
Size 12 is awesome lower than the average uk size
Be proud of what you have done