ProPoints Azwethinkweiz (Sarah)s new food diary!

[Dubchick81]

Not me either.. So we're not alone.. We have each other lol
Anything good on in the flix? Or have u even looked yet? ha..
We watched Columbiana last night.. Wasn't expecting much as it sounded too gangster for my likin' but was actually very good.. Don't think its in the flix.. jus sayin'.. (useless info ha ha)
I booked tomoro off as we were hoping to go to Mayo this Saturday for the night.. But my BF can only go on Saturday as he's working late Friday n can't take Monday off so it has to be Saturday.. but they dont have availability on Saturday in 15th October!! Tryna use up a voucher before it runs out but doesn't look very likely now..

 

[Carriegirl21]

Thanks chug hon xx

Yesterdays food...

Milk: -4pp

Brekkie:
Special k -5pp

Lunch:
Heinz spaghetti -7pp

Snack:
Cereal bar -2pp
Curly wurly -3pp

Dinner:
Chicken, ham & fried rice -12pp

Snack:
Snacksize ripple -2pp

Used 6 weeklies today... Still have 7 weeklies for today and tomorrow. Ok trying to think of 3 positives now too.

1. Kept my mind off the "bad" stuff and actually had an ok day (and managed a good sleep!!)

2. My OH commented on how loose my jeans are and how easily he could wrap his arms around me

3. That chicken fried rice dinner I had... I actually couldn't finish it!! And I used to finish that dinner no probs and still want more. (I know that's prob no big deal but I was shocked at myself when I realised I was full and then just stopped eating it).

So there we go... 3 positives, I think this is actually beneficial for me forcing myself to think of some positives everyday Hope all my lovelies are well? X

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Yay to your 3 positives! Even when I've had the worst hellish day I still manage to drag 3positives out of it & they are there no matter how small they may seem to me

Glad you are feeling perkier today hun & well done for beating those thoughs off & getting a good kip

Brilliant that you could stop eating when you were full - I can't stop once it's on my plate!

Jeans awseome! They seem to be what we all measure ourselves by! I have a pair I want to fit back in to but they are still a massive size yet I'm 2sizes bigger than them now boo

Hope you have a good day luv

CGx
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[azwethinkweiz]

Not me either.. So we're not alone.. We have each other lol
Anything good on in the flix? Or have u even looked yet? ha..
We watched Columbiana last night.. Wasn't expecting much as it sounded too gangster for my likin' but was actually very good.. Don't think its in the flix.. jus sayin'.. (useless info ha ha)
I booked tomoro off as we were hoping to go to Mayo this Saturday for the night.. But my BF can only go on Saturday as he's working late Friday n can't take Monday off so it has to be Saturday.. but they dont have availability on Saturday in 15th October!! Tryna use up a voucher before it runs out but doesn't look very likely now..

Havent checked flix yet, he just wants to go on a "date" lol.
Oh I heard of that movie but the review I read for it was bad... i think its that movie I'm thinking of!?
Awh no... Such awkwardness. Anyone else you could head off to Mayo with LOL!? xx

 

[Dubchick81]

Havent checked flix yet, he just wants to go on a "date" lol.
Oh I heard of that movie but the review I read for it was bad... i think its that movie I'm thinking of!?
Awh no... Such awkwardness. Anyone else you could head off to Mayo with LOL!? xx

No not really.. Well the girls each have a voucher too but am headin to Kilkenny with Elaine for a weekend soon so kinda can't push my luck haha

On a complete different note.. I have accidentally joined a pro-anorexia site.. :O OMG reading thru the posts n daily food diaries and their thoughts is fricken scary!!!
I know what your thinking "how did you accidentally join?" A girl in work told me about a site where everything on it is PP'd.. Like a supermarkets product list all already pp'd.. So I googled it, and couldn't find exactly what she had said so joined this one thinking she got it mixed up.. Well :O is all i'll say!!

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Yay to your 3 positives! Even when I've had the worst hellish day I still manage to drag 3positives out of it & they are there no matter how small they may seem to me

Glad you are feeling perkier today hun & well done for beating those thoughs off & getting a good kip

Brilliant that you could stop eating when you were full - I can't stop once it's on my plate!

Jeans awseome! They seem to be what we all measure ourselves by! I have a pair I want to fit back in to but they are still a massive size yet I'm 2sizes bigger than them now boo

Hope you have a good day luv

CGx
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Its funny how much sleep affects your mood & everything... spose sleep deprivation is a form of torture lol (I learned that from Macbeth )

Yeah I was really proud that I stopped eating, it doesnt happen to me very often... I always clear my plate (unless its something I hate LOL). Just goes to show how out of whack my portion sizes must've been!!

I have some small jeans to fit into too. And a couple pairs of boardie shorts I wanna try and fit back into. Its good we have those things to aim for! The pair of jeans I wore yesterday that my OH said were loose on me were actually my pair that I wanted to fit back into when I started dieting last year... takes a while but we can get there. xx *hugs*

 

[azwethinkweiz]

No not really.. Well the girls each have a voucher too but am headin to Kilkenny with Elaine for a weekend soon so kinda can't push my luck haha

On a complete different note.. I have accidentally joined a pro-anorexia site.. :O OMG reading thru the posts n daily food diaries and their thoughts is fricken scary!!!
I know what your thinking "how did you accidentally join?" A girl in work told me about a site where everything on it is PP'd.. Like a supermarkets product list all already pp'd.. So I googled it, and couldn't find exactly what she had said so joined this one thinking she got it mixed up.. Well :O is all i'll say!!

Least you do have a weekend to look forward to even if this one doesnt end up happening eh?! x

Holy crap! Thats mental... how can that even be allowed on the net? I feel sorry for those poor girls all egging each other on when really they need some help to stop doing what they're doing. My sister had a problem with this a few years (actually a good few years ago), she's still very thin and image concsious but luckily isn't in that place anymore. there is a site called the skinny doll that has a good few things pp'd but I've never seen anything like a supermarket list pp'd (that'd be great!!) xx

 

[Dubchick81]

Skinny doll is the one registered on... Sarah OMG.. The diary i've been looking thru.. Am sittin here with my jaw on the desk..
Tips on how not to be caught n all... Scary!!

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Jesus. That sounds so upsetting, i didnt realise there were forums that encouraged that kinda thing
Think this is what you're looking for:
The Skinny Doll

 

[Dubchick81]

Yea maybe that it.. I can't get into the site here but wil hav a look later.. Aw Sarah its awful.. They talk about what they ate, then how many times they were sick.. Then the "cycle" they each use...
I did know there were "pro-ana" sites as there was a documentary on a good year or more ago talking about them.. Scary stuff!!

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Yea maybe that it.. I can't get into the site here but wil hav a look later.. Aw Sarah its awful.. They talk about what they ate, then how many times they were sick.. Then the "cycle" they each use...
I did know there were "pro-ana" sites as there was a documentary on a good year or more ago talking about them.. Scary stuff!!

Might be it, it's a blog from some woman in dublin and she has pics of food from the supermarket and their propoints values, handy stuff

Yeah, I thought stuff like that would be found out and taken offline or something? Very sad. Those poor people.

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[Dubchick81]

Might be it, it's a blog from some woman in dublin and she has pics of food from the supermarket and their propoints values, handy stuff

Yeah, I thought stuff like that would be found out and taken offline or something? Very sad. Those poor people.

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Yea wasn't nice.. Been searching for like 20 mins to delete my account but can't find how to...

 

[Whiteybitey]

Oh dear that sounds awful!! Never know how someone can have an eating disorder it must be terrible and so lonely, no wonder they turn to these websites they're probably looking for support n yet it's the worst possible kind they're getting. So sad!!

Hope you had a good day hun!! xx

 

[*Claire-Bear*]

Ladies, sends me back to my 'anorexia days' ... i use to eat only 3 apples a day til i was put into an 'eating disorder unit' at just under 5 stone & told i had 2 weeks to live - and not far off being sectioned ... reeally not a good time in my life ... i darent look on those pro anna sites .........

Having an eating disorder is not brought on, it usually occurs wen your finding an aspect of your life hard to control - so you take control of somethin you can - food! anorexics, bulimics say they hate food but infact love it so much, they tease themself with it to show that they are totally in control - its so easy to make up in your head that there is a person telling you your disgusting and you dont deserve happiness. Such a horrible illness and i thank whoever is up there, for my life as if i hadnt made myself get better, i deffo would NOT be here right now! I have a few pics of me on my fb where im about 6stone at my school prom - i look DISGUSTING and very unhappy xxxx

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Poor Claire, I'm so sorry you went through that. Its sounds just awful!! Under 5 stone, that's unbelievable! So glad you're healthy now hon, I feel so sad for those people who go through things like this xxx

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[ellenwillbeskinny]

Hi Sar, great you are still doing well on the pro points! I am trying to climb back on the wagon myself.
I have the opposite problem with jeans, I have a big tum and waist but no bum and hips so I end up with jeans that are all baggy around the bum, hips and thighs. I have given up on 'normal' jeans now, got a few pairs that I have only worn once or twice. I think the new 'jeggings' will be a life saver this winter, I already have two pairs of them.

 

[azwethinkweiz]

Hi Ellen, glad to see you back... We missed your words of wisdom on here! X
Jeans are a nightmare for all shapes that aren't completely in proportion I think... Such fun! I never tried jeggings, they look difficult to get into lol. I have big feet so I never wear jeans that are tight at the ankle because it just accentuates my feet hehe.
How are you getting on hon? X

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[Dubchick81]

Ha ha.. I too hav big feet!! Sux balls!! lol

Claire well done on coming out the other side. Can't imagine how difficult a time that was for you. And those around you. That site scared the sh1it outta me. Listening to these people who were clearly ill n in denial.. Still can't disable or delete my profile so have disabled all notifications n will just not log back in..

 

[azwethinkweiz]

We're so alike its mental Frances lol!!! xx

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[azwethinkweiz]

These are my size 12 black jeans and they fit (still got a booty though lol) x

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[starkissedx]

You look skinny embrace the booty! my booty makes up for my lack of boobage ha x