ClairBear
Full Member
Hello
I was doing so well...and then I fell apart mentally, too much family and work stress for me to cope with and I stopped CWP. I have put on some of what I lost, but not everything which is a good thing.
I am seeing my consultant tomorrow after work to start over. I have a few shakes left so I am easing myself into it today - 3 shakes and a small-normal evening meal.
I am really struggling with the motivation side of things, I have drawn myself on a piece of paper (well, it resembles a human - drawing is not my strong point) and I have listed all the problems that I have with being obese; pains, aches, rashes, spots, breathing, skin etc and it didn't 'stir' me at all. I am going to write a positive one tonight, all the things I will be able to do when I have lost weight to see if that works any better. I am sort of ambivalent to it all.
It would be a heck of a lot easier if I had someone else nearby who was losing weight too - it is hard being the only one.
This ambivalence has been present for a month or so, so I thought I would just tell it to F*** Right Off and get back on the programme - I could end up wasting years for the motivation to come back otherwise!
I could do with a few words of support, if anyone has any going spare???
Cxxx
I was doing so well...and then I fell apart mentally, too much family and work stress for me to cope with and I stopped CWP. I have put on some of what I lost, but not everything which is a good thing.
I am seeing my consultant tomorrow after work to start over. I have a few shakes left so I am easing myself into it today - 3 shakes and a small-normal evening meal.
I am really struggling with the motivation side of things, I have drawn myself on a piece of paper (well, it resembles a human - drawing is not my strong point) and I have listed all the problems that I have with being obese; pains, aches, rashes, spots, breathing, skin etc and it didn't 'stir' me at all. I am going to write a positive one tonight, all the things I will be able to do when I have lost weight to see if that works any better. I am sort of ambivalent to it all.
It would be a heck of a lot easier if I had someone else nearby who was losing weight too - it is hard being the only one.
This ambivalence has been present for a month or so, so I thought I would just tell it to F*** Right Off and get back on the programme - I could end up wasting years for the motivation to come back otherwise!
I could do with a few words of support, if anyone has any going spare???
Cxxx