C'mon Sandra, chin up hun
Can totally relate to the heart worry though, as I have to have an echocardiogram done on 1 Feb, as consultant thinks I may have a leaky valve

Chances are if I do, it'll be fine for now - judging on how much I exercise without problem, chances are it is, but it does worry me a lot for the future. I worked 5 years as PA to a consultant cardiologist, and saw/heard so much of what went on. I am in the position of having that little knowledge that is scary! Hopefully, we will both be fine!
Your anaemia and your grief about Fudge definitely won't be helping how you're feeling, but hopefully given time, both things will become easier. Go easy on yourself hun, and try and focus on all the positives - successful hip replacement, fantastic weight loss (you're slim!), back to the gym and working out well, etc.
All will be well
xx