Was on the bus today, when i caught my reflection. I could see the same image that I saw in July even thou i'm 3 stone lighter and 3 dress sizes down. Back then I could only dream of being a size 14, and if i saw someone at size 14 I would never in a million years think of them as fat.. 2 weeks ago size 14 was amazing! but now I don't think I look thin.. if that makes sense?
Two weeks or so ago and on LT 100% I thought i looked great, but after re-feed and now maintenance week.. is it that i've just got used to a size 14 me, so i'm not all pleased with it anymore?
Just a thought.. any1 else feel like this?
wow funnily enough ive just discussed the exact same feeling with my boyfriend, who also thinks i look fine, its like you have read my mind hun, im a 14 now after losing 3 stone and 3 sizes also, but i still see the fat me in the mirror, i cam off lipotrim to go on atkins and this is when these feeling surfaced, after lipotrim eating just a small amount makes me feel fat, like 3 stone fatter n not a 1, its crazy, when i started lipotrim i was size 20, the thought of being a 14 was fantastic, a dream, when i first reached it i felt sexy and slim, always looking the mirror at my shape, etc, now all i see is fat and rolls, i can see im different but the feeling of discust is the same:cry:
im now back on lipotrim to finish the emotional time of my life, but finding it hard, as im toying with the fact i look miles slimmer in everyone elses eyes but in my own in still fat........
one thing that annoys me now is when i say to a friend, i feel fat and they laugh at me, and say i wish i was a 14 etc, now i get that i do but being here isnt what i thought it would be
im wondering if any of us on this thread will ever be happy with what we become and are, now im striving for a 12, my boyfriend said then youl want a 10 and so on........maybe this is the problem we all have, will we ever be satisfied?????