HI ALL.
So after a rather decadent Christmas, tomorrow is D DAY - CD restart day.
I had managed to maintain my weight that i lost since July - then i let things slide and put on half a stone - then I lost it - then i put it on again and now I aim to lose it plus another 2 stone for good measure.
Have had a couple of incidents recently to do with my size/weight and it has really made me think.
The first one was i put on a pair of size 14 trousers that fit me about a month ago - they wouldnt do up.
I suppose i had been kidding myself up until that point that i hadnt put on weight.
The second was in an equestrian shop today. My friend and I went sales shopping and i wanted some waterproof over trousers for when i'm riding my horse. There were 2 pairs left both Extra Large. My friend tried them on and they were way too big - she was disappointed as she really liked them.
I then tried them on and they fit.
Size 16 and labelled an XL did not make my day.
I was embarrased so of course made light of it and bought them saying how lucky i was to be fat.
I am so sick of feeling like the 'fat' friend - things have got to change.
I want to be a size 12 - a comfortable 12, not an only just 12
I want a pair of long boots.
So here we go again - for the last time. CD here I come!!!!
So after a rather decadent Christmas, tomorrow is D DAY - CD restart day.
I had managed to maintain my weight that i lost since July - then i let things slide and put on half a stone - then I lost it - then i put it on again and now I aim to lose it plus another 2 stone for good measure.
Have had a couple of incidents recently to do with my size/weight and it has really made me think.
The first one was i put on a pair of size 14 trousers that fit me about a month ago - they wouldnt do up.
The second was in an equestrian shop today. My friend and I went sales shopping and i wanted some waterproof over trousers for when i'm riding my horse. There were 2 pairs left both Extra Large. My friend tried them on and they were way too big - she was disappointed as she really liked them.
I then tried them on and they fit.
I was embarrased so of course made light of it and bought them saying how lucky i was to be fat.
I am so sick of feeling like the 'fat' friend - things have got to change.
I want to be a size 12 - a comfortable 12, not an only just 12
I want a pair of long boots.
So here we go again - for the last time. CD here I come!!!!