well done cookie.  Have you noticed, I am sure you do, that you really appeciate the soaps from lush and the other treats now you cant have food.  I used to treat myself with chocolate or a chinese but I dont now. I have spare money because I dont eat so I actually go out and look for things that I can have to give me that replacement buzz that I dont get anymore by not eating.  I dont mean spending loads of money, its just the little things ... a new lipstick or some dove body wash or something, I love it.