I've been SS since June. I've lost nearly 40lbs of the 51lbs I need to lose. Up to a month ago, it all went smoothly, then I had a break for a weekend (Partners birthday and brothers wedding) which stretched to a week Since then I've lost the glycogen and then put it on (had to eat as I wasn't well) and then lost it again. Now I find that when I'm starting to lose, I had something to eat. I'm worried that I'm frightened of losing the last stone. I've been overweight for 20 years. I don't know how to be normal. I've lost some friends over my weight loss, the women in my office were supportive intially, but then when I lost a lot started to say how I've changed. I don't know how life will be maintaining or if it's possible. Can you be afraid of succeeding at something you've been trying to do for 20 years? Why am I sabotaging myself?