Having very bad day today - all hormones and emotional
Started well having brekkie of turkey rashers and egg
Went out with my little one and she managed to spill a full coffee over me - great. Then she was being a madam - messing around, wanting to walk and then running off. I put her in her pushchair and she threw a strop. I asked her if she would like a sausage roll for lunch as she loves them. I only get them from greggs - probably as I love them! She said no so thought not bothering - we get to the car and then she throws a strop as she did want one. Aaaaaaarrrrrgh!!!!!!
So for some stupid reason I started crying driving home - as well as doing Dukan we are trying for baby number 2. My oh is possibly going abroad in Feb to work, which we found out a month ago so now feeling the pressure. Everywhere I look there are pregnant women and I just want a positive result now!!! Its kind of I have made up my mind I want another and now its not happening as quick as I would like it! My daughter was conceived very quick, within 2 months so thought maybe the same but now stressing which is not helping. I know it could take much longer - just hoping.....
That coupled with sts this week is getting to me - I got home and wanted to stuff my face with possibly anything and everything but decided that would achieve nothing, make me feel worse after and I would probably cry again. Bought pasty at greggs but not eaten it - I very nearly did I admit. I then felt c??p as nothing prepared for lunch - managed some ham and cherry tomatoes. I have no cottage cheese left - was just 'binging' on my jug of s/f jelly - lol
Got some roasted veg for tea and some chicken - will make gallette later.
Plus drink some water - had none yet v v v v v bad.
Feel better now for not blowing it on eating chocolate, crisps, toast etc
