This is my time, I am doing this diet for me. I know that the diet bit will be easy compared to the maintaining after the weight loss. I know I need to change my thinking plan when it comes to food. I know I have to think before I put something in my mouth and if I have to have it, then to have a little bit.
Why am I losing weight? Why now? Well thats easy
I want my family to be proud to be seen with me and I want to have the confidence to hold my head up high and not hide behind everyone else.To be able to stand at the front and not at the back. To make an entrance into a room and not slide in after everyone else.
I want to be slim for my husbands 40th in June and feel comfortable in the presence of his friends and colleagues.
I want to look half way decent in a swim suit and be able to buy pretty clothes for our holiday in Oct when Philip and I go away for a break without the children.
I want to feel attractive.
I want some self confidence in how I look and not play the clown to hide my deep insecurities I have