Do you know this fillings when there is too much on your shoulder and you keep repeating same mistakes? You are looking for explanation for help but not asking anyone for it. You are on the edge between real world and your mental health. For years I was looking for magic pills, did medical research... I confessed that I am fat just because I am overeating !!! Therefor I am cheating on each diet, my husband and my little angel and myself. I told this to my husband after 5 years of marriage I finally confessed what was in my mind... I feel now so light an like I was born again... Got power to fight again for my life... Thanks