furrysmudge
Gold Member
In 2nd week of CD, thought I felt fine enough to go to the pub with OH, oh dear! Everything was going well with my large glass of carbonated water and loads of ice until I saw my reflection in the mirror behind the bar. My initial reaction was 'jeeeeeeeeez I look huuuuuge', then I sat back and realised all those times I'd been to the pub, mingled with everyone, even got up and sung karaoke......at a stone heavier.....what on earth must I have looked like then?! Then I promptly burst into tears much to my poor OH's dismay. If I'm honest, before starting CD I think I was in total denial about just how big I was, and now I know EXACTLY how heavy I really am it's brought it all home. Is it normal to feel so up and down emotionally? Or am I just turning into a total nutcase??? I'm lying in bed typing this while my OH is downstairs trying to stay out of my way, or maybe he's mad at me for ruining our evening, I'm not sure. :sigh::sigh: