Well i've taken the plunge and phoned my counciller and i start a refreshers group on Wed! I left LL 6 weeks ago after doing abstinance for 11 weeks. I had a holiday and my marriage had ended at the start of abstinance and i just wanted to go out and have some fun (lots of alcohol!) I told myself thAat if i hadn't managed to loose anymore weight by the time i was back from hols i would go back to LL. So here i am 10lbs heavier and needing to loose 38lbs in total! woops!