sammielou87
Full Member
I am in two minds do I go back to slimming world or "try" and do it myself.
I did the scary thing by weighing myself last week and I have never been so ashamed of myself and to see 14stone 8 on the scales I could cry that I have let myself get to that as this is the biggest I have ever been.
I have now got to the point that none of my clothes fit me and I am just in big baggy jumpers and leggings to cover it all up.
Where do I find the will power and the part of my brain to say come on fatty you need to stop eating and start losing weight.
I go to the gym with my partner 3/4 times a week but I have to say I hate every min of it and just worry that I am the biggest one there.
I think I need some serious help but where do I start??
I did the scary thing by weighing myself last week and I have never been so ashamed of myself and to see 14stone 8 on the scales I could cry that I have let myself get to that as this is the biggest I have ever been.
I have now got to the point that none of my clothes fit me and I am just in big baggy jumpers and leggings to cover it all up.
Where do I find the will power and the part of my brain to say come on fatty you need to stop eating and start losing weight.
I go to the gym with my partner 3/4 times a week but I have to say I hate every min of it and just worry that I am the biggest one there.
I think I need some serious help but where do I start??