:cry:i just am fed up i knew i would put on this week but now i have actually seen that i have its just made me sad, really sad. i know it happens but i do try and feel like just giving up on it tbh,also been ill this week with tummy bug so i have not done my exercise dvd much only once i think but have walked kids to school which is bout forty minutes . oh i dunno will it ever happen or i am just meant to b the big bubly one who secretly hates herself. gotta go pick up the bf now and all my clothes make me feell fat and crap =[ oh just in a mood now sorry lol =[ xxxxxxxx