Seraphine
Full Member
Hi everyone
This has been building for a few days - lots of internal stress - and I finally caved in. I've had chocolate, a glass of milk, and a cheese wrap. I'm sure I'll have the most massive headache for this, but I just didn't stop myself, even though I know it's not worth it.
I was planning on going off plan on Christmas Day - if I wanted something, I was going to have it! - but I was really trying to be good til then. But it's not like I've got a particular goal or date in mind - not like trying to get to a certain weight by a birthday or a wedding. Maybe I need a more fixed goal because I feel like I'm just rambling.
I don't know whether I should jump back in, or just try to be moderate until after the holidays. I'm just worn out in general, and it's not that I'm tired of low-carb, just a bit tired of everything!
I'm just at a loss tonight. I'm not even worried about the numbers right now. I guess I just don't want to go back-and-forth on plan.
Sorry to be having a moan - it's just been a bad week.
This has been building for a few days - lots of internal stress - and I finally caved in. I've had chocolate, a glass of milk, and a cheese wrap. I'm sure I'll have the most massive headache for this, but I just didn't stop myself, even though I know it's not worth it.
I was planning on going off plan on Christmas Day - if I wanted something, I was going to have it! - but I was really trying to be good til then. But it's not like I've got a particular goal or date in mind - not like trying to get to a certain weight by a birthday or a wedding. Maybe I need a more fixed goal because I feel like I'm just rambling.
I don't know whether I should jump back in, or just try to be moderate until after the holidays. I'm just worn out in general, and it's not that I'm tired of low-carb, just a bit tired of everything!
I'm just at a loss tonight. I'm not even worried about the numbers right now. I guess I just don't want to go back-and-forth on plan.
Sorry to be having a moan - it's just been a bad week.