Hi i`m back again lol

Hey Roch... ur positivity is bouncing off the page hun!!!! well done and just maybe this is your time hun!!!!

i'm back on cd and day 3 and feel just great about it... it is soooo worth it!!!

keep in touch girl and i'm sending you loads of positive vibes :vibes:

love

Gen xxx
 
yeeeeehayyyyyyy roll on thursday, i am so happy you are gonna do this,remember we are all here for ya!!
i cant tell you how happy i am:clap: :giggle:
good luck roch
nat xxxxxxxxxx
 
So pleased for you as i know in your heart you really wanted to do CD SS.

So it's wednesday now. How are things going? Have you started yet or are you hanging on for a bit?

Good luck and remember we are all here for you. xx
 
Hi Roch,

I hope Aaron came through his extraction OK. General anaesthetics aren't the nicest of things.

Hope your journey is going well too. I may not post all that much, but there are minimins folk whom I'll always spare a few minutes to think of, you are one of them. :)



Awww thanks hun that u really made me smile.How r u doing girl.
Yesterday was only a pre op assesment his op is on the 27th March.
Take care and chat soon x
 
Delighted for you Roch, the variety with CD is what makes it manageable.. here's to a new beginning on Thursday and the end of all that nasty angst and negativity. :D Well done on making a decision and sorting out solutions.. just remember.. a day at a time.. drink gallons of water.. and get rid of all non-essential food in your home. (Temptation removal, at the start, I think, is essential... once you are in the swing of things you can have stuff around again..) :D good luck with the initial weigh in and be sure to not have more than 1 bar a day :D xxxx



Hi Jen, thanks hun i am delighted for myself as well:D :D :D
I am not able to have an initial weigh in with my CDC as his scales only go up to 26 stone and i weigh more than that, but what we have aggreed is that i am not going to weigh for 4 weeks,by then i will be able 2 weigh on his scales and i have an exact reading to what i weigh as of today to give him.
Also i am giving away my scales to my friend as of today so i cant be temoted to weigh myself incase it throws me iff track, after a month i will weigh normally like every one else.

I have also told Aaron that for the first week he must not expect 2 many home cooked meals and as we mainly eat alot of west indian food the smells of beautiful food might be 2 much for me in the first week, so i will give him extra lunch money and he can get a west indian take away for his lunch as school and just have a snack when he comes home, also i have told him i am putting him on a healthy eating plan after this first week is up so he can be nice and trim for the summer when he loves to go swimming daily.
Aaron is 5.10 in height and weighs 11 stone so he is perfect size and still growing but i want 2 encourage him to eat a bit more healthy with eating more fruit and veg than he does at the moment.

Thanks hun for all the support, checked out your pics b4 u look truly amazing i cant wait till i have lost the first 4/5 stone and its noticeable.

Take care xx
 
Hey hunnybunch ,
Hope todays a good day for you many thanks for digging up the old diary i have given a lengthy post on there as to where i am headed !

Glad your staying positive if not i will have my boot ready for that ass kicking OK !!!!!!!!!! lol

lotsa luv Julie XXXX


Hey Julie hun, i thought u would might like ur diary thread bought to the surfacem:D
So how r u doing hun are u ssing now, am off to read your diary thread to see how u r.
Take care and chat soon x
 
Hey Roch... ur positivity is bouncing off the page hun!!!! well done and just maybe this is your time hun!!!!

i'm back on cd and day 3 and feel just great about it... it is soooo worth it!!!

keep in touch girl and i'm sending you loads of positive vibes :vibes:

love

Gen xxx


Hi Gen, thanks hun, well done 2 u girl 4 getting back on track, its not easy but u r practically through the difficult stage and ketosis should be just round the corner if u r not there already.
Lots of posiitve vibes coming ur way as well take care xx
 
yeeeeehayyyyyyy roll on thursday, i am so happy you are gonna do this,remember we are all here for ya!!
i cant tell you how happy i am:clap: :giggle:
good luck roch
nat xxxxxxxxxx



Hi Nat, thanks hun for all the support i really appreciate it big time.
Cant wait for the first week 2 be over and i get some energy then am off to take ebony in the car to a lovely park around 5 miles away and we will spend a few hours each morning playing in the park, lots of walking and maybe a stint on the swings if no one is around and maybe ebony will join me in the baby swings:D :D
Thanks hun and take care xx
 
So pleased for you as i know in your heart you really wanted to do CD SS.

So it's wednesday now. How are things going? Have you started yet or are you hanging on for a bit?

Good luck and remember we are all here for you. xx


Hey girl, yes u r right i did really want to do CD ssing and now i have the signed letter from my doc and the approval from the medical section at CD head office i am rareing 2 go.
I see my cdc tonight and start tomorrow morning.
So girl how r u doing have not chatted 2 u for some time.
Take care and chat soon x
 
I'm doing good. Am back on the SS wagon with CD. First weigh in is tomorrow so wish me luck!! x
 
Hi Roch,
well done for sorting things out so that you can get back on Cd, i know how much you have been wanting to gat back on this path for a while now.
Now that you have identified the reason for the dropping blood sugars you have a good base to start from & know what not to do this time.
I'm sure that Aaron will be very supportive & take to the healthy eating plan, which is equally education for you in preparation for when food becomes reintroduced into your life.
hope all goes well tommorrow hun
xx:)
 
Hi Roch,
well done for sorting things out so that you can get back on Cd, i know how much you have been wanting to gat back on this path for a while now.
Now that you have identified the reason for the dropping blood sugars you have a good base to start from & know what not to do this time.
I'm sure that Aaron will be very supportive & take to the healthy eating plan, which is equally education for you in preparation for when food becomes reintroduced into your life.
hope all goes well tommorrow hun
xx:)


Hi Cheryl, thanks hun for all the support, i def know what 2 know and not do this time and i will do it by the book.
Hmmmm not 2 sure about how happy Asaron will be about a healthy eating plan but i am going to insist and he has no choice in the matter.
Take care hun and catch up with u later xx
 
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Hello and morning, well today is day one of me Ssing back on Cd and i feel nervous,happy,scared and excited all rolled into one.
I cant wait till i get past 17 days thats the longest i have ever SS for and thats my first mini goal.
I have 2 be strong, committed and take each day as it comes and deal with any obstacles as they come and learn to deal with emotions and not turn to food.
I am sooo desperate to start living again and this time i cant wait till summer to feel a bit happiker and although i will still be very obese i still will not let that stop me going out and about as last summer i stayed in all summer as i was so ashamed and at 28 stone i could not manage the heat and all the nasty symptoms that got with obesity and heat !!

When i was 24 i fell pregnant with AAron and when i had him i weighed just under 22 stone and that was 15 years ago and although i was still very obese nothing stopped me from living my life, socialising and working infact i owned my own clothes shop called "Big and Beautiful" and it was sucessfull but when Aaron started to have health problems i closed the shop as it was not viable as i was at the hospital for weeks at a time for over 2 years.

So AAron will be 15 on the 19th July and it would be so amazing if i could get to 22 stone by his birthday,i know its 4 months away but at the weight i am now i think 6 stone in 4 months is def viable and that will be so amazing and i will feel so chuffed with myself and i know he will be so proud of me.

So today is the start and i am usually a proud woman but i need some support and like i said b4 tough love as well so all will be appreciated.
Thanks, am off to do some housework, Ebony has just nicked Aarons tracksuit bottoms out of the luandry basket and of course AAron left tissue in the pockets(gosh that pis--s me offbig time ) and she has taken his tracky bottoms and to her bed and is cheqwing the tissues so have 2 rescue it from her and get on with the housework, i like to spend an hour every morning and do all the housework and then i only have little things 2 do during the day (gosh my life is sad, i am writing about my housework)

Take care and hope u have a wicked day xxxx

 
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you go girl.
glad to hear you breaking it down into chunks, ie the weight you were when you had Aaron, i used goals like that.
when i started i was the same weight i was when i had my youngest, i have passed when i got preg with my eldest & next goal is my wedding weight.
i am restarting today - been faffing a bit- but got flu so going to be a tough day, but i CAN do it just like you CAN do it
xx:hug99: :hug99:
 
you go girl.
glad to hear you breaking it down into chunks, ie the weight you were when you had Aaron, i used goals like that.
when i started i was the same weight i was when i had my youngest, i have passed when i got preg with my eldest & next goal is my wedding weight.
i am restarting today - been faffing a bit- but got flu so going to be a tough day, but i CAN do it just like you CAN do it
xx:hug99: :hug99:


U go girl, no more faffing about for any of us, lets make this our last day 1 and just get our arses into gear and make this summer a happy summer.
Hope u feel better how about having some hot water flavourings like the berry one its very soothing and reminds me of hot ribena, take some paracetamol and take it easy.
Chat later xxx
Sorry hun just read ur diary thread and realised u r not Ssing lol so u can have any hot drink x
 
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