Hi i`m back again lol

[Roch]

Well had a rough week this infection has really taken it toll with me and to top it all off i have Totm from hell !!
I should start feeling a bit better by now as i have taken the antibiotics since monday but still i feel exactly the same but not any worse which is something i suppose.

Diet wise i have been good and hoping to move down to 1000 plan next week once i have been weighed.
It looks like i wont be Ssing for christmas but if i cant Ss then i def want to be doing 790 !!
I just want to bring the new year in feeling posiitve and feeling in control big time !!

Christmas is just round the corner and i pre prdered the new Nintendo WII for Aaron from Currys, paid my deposit and told when it is released in the Uk(which is today) i will have one reserved for me.Well yesterday got a letter from Currys saying their is a European shortage and they cant even guarantee me a console for Christmas, well i am seriously angry they should not take deposits and not be abel to fullfill orders, what a pee take !! so i have to now find another present for Aaron, what do u give a 14 yr old teenage boy who has everything !! (spoilt only child lol)

Anyway am changing my wi day from monday to wednesday as i want to be finished these antibiotics b4 i go back to see my cdc, am not 2 sure how my losses will be this week as have had Totm for 4 days already which is not like me at all !!

One posiitve thing happened yesterday i finally got an appointment with the Endicrinologist(hormne specialist) and thats for 11th Jan so i am nervous but also pleased to finally get the app !!

Off to do some housework, hope u all have a good day, take care xx

 

[canireallydothis!!]

Looks like feeling rough is going round hun, I feel like poo today!!!

Your journey is now shorter than it was and Im really pleased with you for sticking at it whilst being ill.

Hope you feel better soon hun x

 

[flirty40greeneyes]

Hiya Roch - not been on here since your last weigh in - but so pleased to see you are still going strong despite all the other ailments etc you've had recently. Shows what a strong lady you are! Well done and hopefully you'll have a great weigh in on Monday.

Does Aaron know what you were getting him for Xmas??? you'll have to say his present will be delayed (did they give you any idea when it would be in stock??) and just buy him little bits and pieces.

Glad you have an appointment with the specialist - hopefully 2007 is going to be your year for getting fit and healthy! It's so nice to hear you being so positive - when you have so many adversities.

 

[mrs tweedy]

Hi Roch, just popping in to see how you are, you seem to be doing fab, and it's really lovely to read how positive you are, it annoys me so much when big companys do that kind of thing they shouldn't have taken deposits without having actual allocated stock available grrr hope you manage to sort Aarons pressies out xx

 

[kandy]

Hiya Roch,
Thanks for my PM ypu are a sweetie and may i say you would be a fantastic counsellor !

Hope Aaron gets his console i saw on the news about the shortage and some people seem to think its a ploy by the company to make it seem overly popular which is awful if its true !

Really hope your antibiotics kick in soon so you feel A1 !

Sending lotsa luv Julie xxx

 

[Shimsham]

Nice to hear you sounding more upbeat Roch. Good luck with that appointment.

Jeanie x

 

[bettyboo]

Good luck Roch you sound very upbeat. and good luck for the WII as well.

x

Bettyboo

 

[chelle_powell]

hey honey,

so sorry for not stopping by sooner - things have been manic and i've only just had chance to pop by. Great news about ur appointment, dont be worried honey it's what u've been waiting for.
Well done on ur losses so far.
Hope to catch up properly soon - work have been cracking the whip... grr!

Take care, hugs, chelle xx

 

[mrs tweedy]

hi Roch, just checking in - hope you are feeling ok, xx

 

[IreneH]

Just want to say hi and thanks for being so supportive during my weeks of problems
Irene xx

 

[FatFairNForty(ish)]

It was your weigh in yesterday wasn't it? How did it go? Hope all's well with you and that your health is improving. xx

 

[Isis]

Hi Roch,

Sorry to hear you're not well (((hugs))).

You may not know the answers but you KNOW the questions and are brave enough to ask them of yourself. Every self-reflection is a step nearer to your success, even (especially?) when it don't feel comfortable.

You're doing great - don't stop now!

Jeanie x

Hi Roch

I saw what Jeanie posted above and this is so so true hun. Self Reflection is ALL part of evaluating your life and deciding what changes you want to make.

When it feels bloody uncomfortable and upsetting....that's because you ARE so close to really looking at yourself and being successful...xxx

 

[canireallydothis!!]

Roch where are ya hun???????????

 

[mrs tweedy]

Roch? come on hun, please post even if you are struggling with your diet/health just let us know you are ok babe xx

 

[mrs tweedy]

Roch hun (at the risk of sounding like a complete head case cyber stalker) Please post and let us know you are ok, I am really getting worried now. Just a quick post and I promise I will leave you alone xx

Please post hun or even pm me so that I can stop worrying xx

 

[Geri]

Hiya Mrs Tweedy and everyone else

I spoke to roch just now - her sciattaca (sp) is really bad and she is on strong painkillers...

She sends her love to you all, and will be back as soon as she can sit at the computer.. at the mo she is laid up in bed...

Hope that puts your minds at rest

 

[mrs tweedy]

Thanks Geri, you are a star. I tried to pm you back but it kept saying you couldn't receive any more messages as you have reached your quota, and you need to make space LOL you are a very popular young lady eh!

Roch hun, hope you feel better very soon xx

 

[Geri]

Lol Mrs

Your'e welcome

Dunno about being popular more like just too lazy to empty my box! Have done now tho - so feel free to pm me anytime

 

[kandy]

Thanks Geri,
Would you please send Roch my love and wish her well for me i have been really worrying about her !

love to y'all Julie xxx

 

[Roch]

Hello and happy new year to u all !!

Mrs Tweedy and Kandy thanks so much for all your kind posts concerning how i was, its nice to no that peeps care xx

Well there has been many changes good and bad recently, some i feel have taken me in the right direction and some that have taken me a few steps in the wrong direction unfortunately phyisically and emotionally.

I have decided 2007 has to be " A new me,new attitude and a different way of thinking" if i am 2 sucseed in changing my life phyisically and emotionally.
From this day onwards all the negativity that i have experienced in the past few months i have banished from my life and i will not allow it to get me down no more.
I know i have a very long journey ahead of me and thats phyisically and emotionally and i have many new things to learn and many new challenges ahead of me and i am ready for them !!

Health wise i have an app with the Endocrinologist on the 1th Jan and i hope to get some answers then and hopefully that will help me health wise.

I am going to buy a car in the next 2 weeks time as i had to sell my car around 5 months ago and since then i have been housebound and maybe only going out once evry 10 days and that just added to my low emotional well being, so i cant wait to be mobile again.

I have lots of challenges that i am eager to tackle and i am actually looming forward to seeing changes in myself this year.

Chat soon and thanks for all your support, take care and have a good day xx