_hmelli
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I'm not really here posting much at all, and haven't been on this page for months, but I really need help and need ot turn to someone, or people, who can actually listen and help me out.
I am an almost 23-year-old, I'm only 5'3" and as of this morning I weigh bang on 15 and a half stone.
Over the last six years, I have battled with a chronic neurological disorder that has severely impacted on my earlier years, I didn't go out drinking and having fun with friends - I didn't do anything.
Now, I seem to have fallen into a natural remission, although it could pop up again at any time.
But in January 2014, even when I was poorly, I joined Slimming World weighing 13st6, and lost 3 stone in 30 weeks and I got myself at target. I was 10st5, happy, confident, smiling.
But with target, I lost control, and then in September, I met my boyfriend - he was a result of my new confidence - I joined Tinder, met Matt and I'm still with him two and a half years later. But with that relationship, I became complacent. We both comfort ate, and not only me, he got bigger too. He gained around a stone and a half, whilst I managed to whack on 5 stone in 2 years.
Here I am now. I've rejoined Slimming World three or four times - could not lose weight. Could not stick to it. I've done Cabbage Soup (this did work, I lost 6lb in 6 days) however, it wasn't sustainable obviously. I joined Weight Watchers, thinking something new would be exciting and I'd be able to be successful and drop the weight - but I haven't.
I just can't stop misbehaving, eating and drinking whatever I want, whenever I want. Nothing stops me. No willpower. Nothing.
I've been out drinking alot too, which is good for me to be more sociable and make up for what I've missed out on after I've been ill - but it isn't an excuse.
How do I do it? How do I motivate myself? I know how much I want it, so I don't need to remind myself, I know the pros and cons and I want to get it done - but I can't stop myself from just eating crap no matter how much I want it.
Please help...
What do I do?
I am an almost 23-year-old, I'm only 5'3" and as of this morning I weigh bang on 15 and a half stone.
Over the last six years, I have battled with a chronic neurological disorder that has severely impacted on my earlier years, I didn't go out drinking and having fun with friends - I didn't do anything.
Now, I seem to have fallen into a natural remission, although it could pop up again at any time.
But in January 2014, even when I was poorly, I joined Slimming World weighing 13st6, and lost 3 stone in 30 weeks and I got myself at target. I was 10st5, happy, confident, smiling.
But with target, I lost control, and then in September, I met my boyfriend - he was a result of my new confidence - I joined Tinder, met Matt and I'm still with him two and a half years later. But with that relationship, I became complacent. We both comfort ate, and not only me, he got bigger too. He gained around a stone and a half, whilst I managed to whack on 5 stone in 2 years.
Here I am now. I've rejoined Slimming World three or four times - could not lose weight. Could not stick to it. I've done Cabbage Soup (this did work, I lost 6lb in 6 days) however, it wasn't sustainable obviously. I joined Weight Watchers, thinking something new would be exciting and I'd be able to be successful and drop the weight - but I haven't.
I just can't stop misbehaving, eating and drinking whatever I want, whenever I want. Nothing stops me. No willpower. Nothing.
I've been out drinking alot too, which is good for me to be more sociable and make up for what I've missed out on after I've been ill - but it isn't an excuse.
How do I do it? How do I motivate myself? I know how much I want it, so I don't need to remind myself, I know the pros and cons and I want to get it done - but I can't stop myself from just eating crap no matter how much I want it.
Please help...
What do I do?