Caz
Repeat Offender
So when I started this diet I sat and thought about it all, and about who I wanted to tell. Me and my friend were starting together and I decided I didn't really want to tell anyone else. I wanted to just be able to get on with the diet, no-one telling me it was dangerous or putting in their two pennies worth, just me, Becky and the diet, getting on with it! But I decided to tell my mum because living with her she needed to know as she'd notice me not eating dinner. But I clearly said to her I wasn't going to tell people yet. I wanted to see who noticed without knowing to look, if that makes sense!
So then a couple of days later I get a text from one of my sisters about the diet telling me to be careful. So that means she told her. Then I went to one of my other sisters last weekend for a BBQ (I didn't eat!) and she knew, so obviously my mum told her as well. And then yesterday one of my other sisters (yes, I have a lot!!) was over and was really in my face with food so I thought she didn't know. And then just now on facebook I have some girl I barely know asking me how my diet's going on my wall!! I don't want to announce to the world of facebook I'm on a diet! I do know her through my sister when we were little but haven't spoken to her in a long time. And she tells me that that same sister had told her last night. And then I'm at the hairdressers and my other sister (the BBQ one) just spurts out to the hairdresser who I've never met in my life I'm on a diet.
Am I overreacting? I just wanted to just be able to do this diet without everyone watching me. Without people looking at me and going it's about time. It just makes me feel rubbish about myself. I probably am overreacting. I just clearly said at the beginning that I didn't want my mum to tell people and now it's like the whole world knows and I didn't tell any of them! Other than two of my friends. It just feels like they've all been talking about me and how I need this diet behind my back. I actually feel like crying, which I know is stupid. It's just really annoyed me!
Sorry. Rant over.
So then a couple of days later I get a text from one of my sisters about the diet telling me to be careful. So that means she told her. Then I went to one of my other sisters last weekend for a BBQ (I didn't eat!) and she knew, so obviously my mum told her as well. And then yesterday one of my other sisters (yes, I have a lot!!) was over and was really in my face with food so I thought she didn't know. And then just now on facebook I have some girl I barely know asking me how my diet's going on my wall!! I don't want to announce to the world of facebook I'm on a diet! I do know her through my sister when we were little but haven't spoken to her in a long time. And she tells me that that same sister had told her last night. And then I'm at the hairdressers and my other sister (the BBQ one) just spurts out to the hairdresser who I've never met in my life I'm on a diet.
Am I overreacting? I just wanted to just be able to do this diet without everyone watching me. Without people looking at me and going it's about time. It just makes me feel rubbish about myself. I probably am overreacting. I just clearly said at the beginning that I didn't want my mum to tell people and now it's like the whole world knows and I didn't tell any of them! Other than two of my friends. It just feels like they've all been talking about me and how I need this diet behind my back. I actually feel like crying, which I know is stupid. It's just really annoyed me!
Sorry. Rant over.