It's my wedding anniversary party.
My hubby wanted a BBQ and has invited a few friends.
I'm sat in the bedroom debating with myself.
I have nibbled the kids hula hoops and ate some salad as i made it (lettuce, cucumber, and unfortunately a bit of cheese). I know I'm still 'ok' but it's taking all my effort not to eat anything else.
There is food there that I could eat but the inner me is saying 'NO' yet the greedy me is saying 'its your anniversary just eat'.
I need someone to tell me it's okay not to eat please. It's absolute torture as I ended up preparing everything it just feels so unfair. And everything just looks so nice ..... Boo hoo.
My hubby wanted a BBQ and has invited a few friends.
I'm sat in the bedroom debating with myself.
I have nibbled the kids hula hoops and ate some salad as i made it (lettuce, cucumber, and unfortunately a bit of cheese). I know I'm still 'ok' but it's taking all my effort not to eat anything else.
There is food there that I could eat but the inner me is saying 'NO' yet the greedy me is saying 'its your anniversary just eat'.
I need someone to tell me it's okay not to eat please. It's absolute torture as I ended up preparing everything it just feels so unfair. And everything just looks so nice ..... Boo hoo.